Currently, Its e EMOs vs e non-EMOs..
--Not dat its a disease outbreak or a terrorist attack (wich cud strike ANITIME, ANYWHERE, ANYONE)-- hahaa!
(warning tis is e MOZ explicit content.. READ but Plz dun b MORE emo)-FArz
Okok.. e point here i wanna clarify is I seriously, sincerely truly felt tt WE r not as united as b4.. Now its lyk more to e EMOs vs non-EMOs...
Well, i juz felt tt der's 'spaceS' btwn us now.. as in - S - P - A - C - E - S -
We communicate LESS now.. we had lesser 'outings' together..
Juz look at our break time.. Mayb last time its an excuse lar cos we got projects to do.. BUT now??????
Its either sum1 absent or sum1 not talking to e WHOLE of us but onli one of us(making thier own lil conversation).. its sooo seems tt we had been SPLIT! n wen cums to outing.. e reasons is 'oh sorry im werking' or 'oh u didnt inform me' or 'oh i gg out wif my frens'
N worst wen u talk to sum1 OUTSIDE e 'misfit' gang.. u seems MUCH more happier den u r talking to us.. *doesnt tt make us feel @#%^&&*
I dunnoe.. i juz feel e COLDNESS btwn us now..
Im not saying tt imm perfect or tt im a HAPPIE-GO-LUCKY kinda girl OR I had NO probs at ALL..
evry1 has probs.. sum MAY choooooose to hide it..
((Of corz.. i got LOTS of probs at hme.. regarding financial probs.. *tts e reason WHY i dun wanna spent lotsa money and HAD to b a CHEAPSKATE!!!*))
but e ting is IF U had problems, u can shaRE wif us ryt??! Mayb we can help ABIT? N stop saying 'we DUN understand' wen u DIDNT even tell us ur probs!!..
But den again, its UP to INDIVIDUAL to either tell ur probs ryt?.. BUT e ting tt irritates me mos is... if u dun wanna tell ur PROBS den WHY let ur EMO out on us???????... if u tink we CANT help.. den wats e point of us being FRENS??????????!!!!!!! or one ting.. "DO u reali regard us as ur fren?"
Look, mayb im stilll immature or YOUNG n dun understand ADULT's probs.. but hey.. ders olways a SOLUTION to EVRY PROBLEMs..
Mayb tinking POSITIVE abit will do.. n not to tink tt EVRYTING had gone DOWN n tt it WONT goes up again...
Of corz we CRITISIsE or mayb secara tidak spontan HURTS u deep dwn.. but hey.. dun take it tooooo hard..
((U guys too did hurts me.. esp wen u guys sae im a cheapskate.. baju beli kat tis fashion etc wateva nots...)) but i didnt take it TOOO hard n CREATE more PROBS..
e ting is U tink TOOOOOO much abt ur probs tt U tink tt DERS no SOluTION at all..
Der's olways help-line available.. or u cud talk to ur other frens if u wan to.. SO im saying is tt.. Plzzz dun b soo emo..
N PLEASE dun let ur EMOTION control u..
PS: sorri if tis post hurtz u.. BUT it hurts me more if u reallli wanna knoe!
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