tomorro my berfday....

and tonight i recieved my worst present.... form the person who gave birth to me...

my mom call me a 'penipu'....

y?

becoz i tap the last lecture for some of u guyz...

she make it so big...so big....

as if im a criminal doing something extremely sinful....

no matter how much i have done to make my family proud of me..

im still the rotten apple....

in my family.... always the one to be blamed....
in my relationship... always make her angry....
in my circle friends.... always being the odd one out and misunderstood....

so does it matter that i had live for the past 24 years....

does it matter for me to live another day....

i dont think so...