ok now pakcik's turn to talk abt my attachment....


well every day sumthing new. first day dah kena fitnah scandal... (lagi) oh my adakah aku begitu casanova....

Then cara tak sengaja peluk this student nurse coz she cried in the middle of cubicle coz kena marah ngan sister.... well and her bfrd is juz opposite our cubicle,,, no prize for guessing

there is a sister pulak raba tangan pakcik 5 times in front of other student nurses from NYP and ITE....kononya nak ajar cara amik pulse..... (oh aku digoda....)

watch a few dying patients... those who waiting to die... and those who cant die.... *ouch*


on thi dun reali carea abt how much marks i got for my clinical.. but one think, pakcik reali thankful to God that made me chose this Nursing. It is reali a dirty and filthy job.. but rest assured to u bangthemisfits out there that this job is a noble and satisfaction.

A thank u gesture (palms together indian style) by a patient seems small but realli mean alot for me. Another patient touched my heart when he asked "are you coming back tomorrow?". i reluctantly say sorry and no and i can see his disapponitment in his eyes....

how i wish i could nurse him on till his dicharged day....

oh well... this is another side of pakcik....

TRIBUTE TO FARZ!!

MY SEARCH IS AT LAST NOT IN VAIN!! FARZ THIS IS FORYOU!!!

farhana & LIN.. this is shitface we've been taking about.. heeh~ so next time we spot him you know who we talking about!

Shit Face

Guess Im crazie to give Shit face 1 stalk of rose jus nw! haha
-FarZ

wooo.. wait i just realise that i was too busy saying that it was fun and today the disaster struck.. my frens exchanged shift with the guys.. and hoi sum, eileen and me have to go to the women cubicle... i felt lke ama, waitress and everything other than a nurse... i felt so like arrgghh~ tmw will be another day there and i hope it will end SOOOONN~~~ and i can go back to my own cubile.. which is the guys.. GIRLS ARE TROUBLE!!! hey you know what the pakcik at north canteen dad's was admitted to my cubicle..

btw... the uncle i talked about yesterday really passed away 1/2 hour after i left.. SOB~ he was actually a nice uncle..

dear farhana... u do like guys but then... your sengau voice is still like a girl and it's one of the best voice during our class presentation.. but still you can be my and farz ehemm~~~ heheeh.. so long never see you... haiz~

well guys hope to see ya'll soon..

Hey everyone. Hope everyone's doing fine. Well yeah besides the sucky side of attachment.
I'm sure itz an ups and downs kinda sitution.. Some moments will make us smile and some will make us swear and curse..

Aini, thanks for that entry on me.. Thx for bolding my name in one of my fav colours.. Well i hate being labelled as GRUMPY. A more appropriate word would be MOODY. Still i hope i would never be described as GRUMPY ever again. Coz to me, it sucks. Im not grumpy.

Yes, again, the neverending part on Farhana looking like a guy. I'm getting used to it. I don't quite mind coz i accept the parts lent to me by HIM. I must say that i'm sick and tired of hearing that i look like a guy though. I don't intend to be a guy. I'm juz a weeny bit boyish. ok maybe slightly more than a weeny bit. ok, minus the weeny part then. well i'm juz a bit boyish. ok let's add a tom to it. I'm tomboyish. haha. not all the time though. ikut mood. but again, i look like a guy. My face. My all?

Anyway, i'm glad ur having fun for ur attachment.

Shafa, i wanted to tag ur blog but i couldn't. My computer's acting kinda strangely. Anyway, i'm curious. If you've always wanted to be a teacher.. and u said that itz a childhood dream.. everysince u were young, u wanted to be a teacher, then why pick nursing after ur O levels? Juz curious on that part.. Why drift away into a different profession when u already have another profession in mind?

Anyway, u have another fren by the name Hana? she tagged ur blog a few times and itz not me. Even farz thought it was me and she went smth like " Hey Hana tagged ur board" or smth like that.. erm but that's not me.. anyway, aku ni prasan ke? maybe i'm not the one referred to..

Juz to let u noe, i saw lala lookalike at cgh.

Hope ur attachment's ok.

Lin, well a console for u is that ur not gonna be long with those unfriendly staff at ttsh. well yeah ur gonna be bonded there but who noes ur working staff are gonna be different. Sometimes i do feel like an AMA too.. or a waitress.. i do feel ur anger as well.. it muz have been a torture and the way u make it sound, it will continue to be a torture.. wish there's smth that can be done to soothe all the worries..

Anyway, erm.. wish Alfred a happy belated bday on my behalf.. izzit too late ? *innocent grin*

Hope ur attachment will get better..

Farz, sorry to hear about ur loneliness.. let this be the time to hone ur independence then.. well at least u get to do more things since the nurses prefer u to do it.. do more things=more experience... rite?

Hope ur attachment gets better..

I have no idea why i'm starting to blog here when itz a few more days away till we end the first 3 weeks of attachment.. shud have blogged earlier on.. but takde mood ar...

Anyway, take care everybody.
Dim Sums & Sup Tulang,
:: Hana Sui ::

being a nurse is a great eye-opener for me i suppose.. throughout my one year of being a student nurse, up to this date i have not done any last offices... today i saw a patient who was not in a good condition.. when i took his parameters i got BP readings of 76/45... it was so low.. i told the staff nurse and she asked me to take again in about 1/2 hr time. i took again and the reading was worse... before i carry on, let me tell you that i'm in a cardio-thoraic ward... this patient has IHD, old CVA, TVD, AMI all all sorts of heart probs and he's 75 yrs old... Hoi sum and i was very excited as we told ourselves that finally we got to do last office... it was almost 9 and we were like "damn, there goes our chance if he die tonite" we left the ward heavy-heartedly. while passing my cubicle i could see his family gathering around the bed "preapring" for the worse.

i was so bold when i took his parameters... he was there on the first day i was assigned to the ward and i could see his condition worsen each day. his grand-daughter said that his condition was getting from bad to worse.. how bold of me to tell the grand-daughter hope for the best.. i mean what was i thinkng.. maybe wat i said made the small gathering... when i told eileen and hoi sum they say wat i said was rite.. i was like huh? really??

i will be disappointed if he really die today.. there goes my chance (so bad huh).. but before you think that i was really bad.. read on first before you conclude... while walking to the bus stop eileen and i was talking about death.. nursing actually let us look at the unglamourous side of life... wat if we have to face death of our own loved ones.. do we really gonna end up marryng the person we really love today in the future??? Coincidently, my fren broke up with someone she have been with for 5 years. they almost tie the knot... these things make me wonder... we dun have the power to control our future.. the person we once treasure so much wont be the person we will spend our whole life with... and we dun have the power to keep who we want to be with... and no matter how fit you are you surely gonna die one day... talking to my pt. enable me to realise all these.. one of them ask me.. "Why must i get heart attack when i exercise all day and take care of wat i eat?"

all these are fated.. and it's He (Allah) who decide your future.. i also got many hep A, B, C pt. and why they get all these diseases? because they enjoy their life too much.. without thinking that they dun live forever.. i'm sorry if i have to say these and hurt any of your (readers) feelings indirectly... but the way you live in your teenage days actually leave a graet effect on your life later... i got pt. who have STD and stuffs... and i feel that they deserve it as they forget that they dun live forever.. even if you have protected sex doesnt mean you are lucky enuff to get away with STD.. Never take things likely.. it's so sad to see these ppl.. they regretted with the way they live.. but it was too late..

well my dear misfits, looking at all the ppl fighting for their lives, i learnt to traesure my loved ones... and you fall on my loved ones list.. do take care of yourself and remember Him always.. you may enjoy but up to a certain limitations... i thank my parents with all the curfews and strict ways they have brought me up. i was greatful enough that i didn't fell into that wildful category and didnt make my teenage life a disastrous one.. (ok i know one of you will be sayng i'm gonna be the makciks and pakciks family soon joinng farhana, pakcik and lin..) Love ya'll.. AiNi

it is definitely been a long time since we all met... mish ya guys....... Hope to meet up with ya guys soon...*hint Hint*

Well attachment is nothing but full of complains. Mine is not as smooth sailing and fun as i expect it to be. I didn't learn much and what i did all the time is take parameters, turning and NG feeds. I have been doing this for the whole of my attachment. Isn't it boring. And some of the staff there are not friendly. I hate them. Some are just too pretensious and there is this damn bloody SSN who always blame the students when anything goes wrong. Fuck her.... piss off man.... *fannin myself to cool down* haha!!!

Lecturers said that we are supposed to learn something new during attachments but i dun see it happening at TTSH ward 9B! So when i have nothing to do i have to make myself look busy and walk up down up down the ward. i end up cleaning the side table of the patients and changing The yellow bag. I'm becoming more like an AMA sia... But people says you have to learn to walk before you run.. ok.. i'm not trying to run here but at least teach me la something new.... boring sia...

The unfortunate event also happen at this cursed ward. I fall sick TWICE... one during the first week and second this week... How very unfortunate... and i'm bonded with this hospital for 3 years.... haiz!

Reading Aini's entry, it seems her ward is nice and they get to learn alot of things... how great is that...
Reading Farz's entry, it seems she do enjoys it too only the SN and lecturers pissess her off...

Somehow i feel they are better off than me.... i'm like being tortured.....

I cannot imagine my surgical attachment after 9B... i'm all alone and heard that my surgical ward sister is very strict...... haiz...

being a student nurse really suckz....

hey guys, it has been ages since we last met... heee~ farhana tot something bad about you just now.. i tot you wont reply to lin's msg and ask her to book you fast but i was wrong, our MISS MYSTERIOUS was the first to reply lin's msg.. wow~~~~ hehe.. sorry for having that bad tot.. but you cant blame me as you always busy so i ask her to book you before anyone else do..

attachment... Learnt loads of stuffs... at first the staffs nurses looked so unapproachable but now they are fine but still not as friendly as the AN.. the AN taught me alot of things.. now i knoe how to prepare drip, put urosheth, off plug, set telemetry, do ecg, do GMS dressing do simple dressng and many2 more... that time i got a chance to do a MRSA wound... the look was not so terrifying but the smell almost make me puke.. but fortunately i maintain... in short we learnt more AN than SN job.

the next ward scare me a little, it seems that only i and sahlini will be on the same shift.. mati man...... you know our fren hoi sum... i got to know her better and she is not so bad... she also teach me alot and help me too. but till now i dun have a chance to do last office BECAUSE no one died.. maybe we are so warmth.. MUAHAHAHA...

our fren lin belum ape2 dah MC dulu.. CGH hot nampak with so many scandalous stories tapi kakak farhana seperti biase miss mysterious aka grumpy tak dengar berita.. eh did you scold any of the patients? BTW one of my frens ask who was the guy beside me when we took photo.. i keep insisting that all are girls sebab semua pompan and takde gambar pakcik.. and now i knoe who my fren was refering to it was.....you know la.. i so miss farhana with her grumpiness and now wat version of hair you have??? curious sey.. hmmm so long never see your irritated look when farz and i disturb you.. anyway till i blog again.. AiNi

p/s to farhana: i put your name in your fav colour and make it BIG!!! heheh

Attachment

Hey guys its been 2wks of ISP.. 1wk more n den its VTP's turn. Lifes has been hell for me during e attachment. NOT becauze of e patients i get to face but e fucking lecturer n e nurses. Dey expect alot frm us wen its ONLI e 1st dae of ISP. Dey r soo demanding! FUCK dem sia! Not tt i dun lyk dem... but e way e wan tings thier OWN way juz suck me up! N samor dey r soo IMPATIENT n wan tings to b done FAST!
Bsides tt, some of e staff nurses r sooo idiotic! Dey tot we knoe evryting... n wen we did sumtink wrong, dey give us e damn fuckin face! Dey r kinda UNfrendly during e 1st wk... but as time passby, dey bcom quite frenly but i cud still feel e coldness in dem. But of cors i tried my bes to crack a conversation wif dem n ask dem sum non-stupid qns.. haha! nieway dey shd b grateful tt WE, e student, r der to help dem.. if not.. dey haf to do tings ALL by demsef!!! hmmph!
For e patient wise, dey r frendly n understanding. Sumtimes talking to e patients makes me cry bcos dey r more understanding den e nurses n lecturer! n dey do make me happy juz by smiling n talkin to me.
ANd den e china student r kinda slow.. n so its lyk MOS of e nurses prefer me doing e tings instead of her... n ya it sucks! its lyk im assign to 2rms unlyk her, she's onli assign in 1rm.. but since mos of e nurses prefer me doin e tings, so its lyk im assign to 3rms instead. Im soo tired evrytime! N she is olways MISSING in action!.. olways cabuting.. n gg to e toilet n dunnoe wat haf u ah!.. its soo sickenning! sumtimes i feel lyk even if she's here... it doesnt make a different.
N im been feeling kinda lonely in e ward... der's noone for me to tok to.. so ya.. i normally tok to e patients.. but onli to dos hu can speak malay n eng since i cant speak mandarin well.. but still, im kinda lonely... mana tak.. kat ward sorang, pergi hos sorang, balik rumah sorang...
BUT altho its been a tiring dae for me.. im still strong abt it. In fact i tink im getting use to it. N i tink i lyk it der.. e nurses n e patient haf open up abit.. yeah its fun chattin wif dem.. BUT mos of my patient haf been discharge todae.. its kinda sad not saying gdbye to dem... n i tink im kinda miss dem... haha! Oh well, its lyk tt.. setiap perjumpaan pasti ada perpisahan.. =)

Till den, MiZ FroGgY will croAk again.. c ya~

When I Say...

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I'm not shouting " down with Christians and Jews."
I am whispering "I seek peace,"
and Islam is the path that I choose.

When I say. . . I am a Muslim,
I speak of this with pride.
And confess that sometimes I stumble,
and need Allah to be my guide.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I know this makes me strong.
And in those times when I am weak,
I pray to Allah for strength to carry on.

When I say. . . I am a Muslim,
I'm not boasting of success.
I'm acknowledging that Allah has rescued me,
and I cannot ever repay the debt.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I'm not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are indeed visible,
but Allah forgives because his followers are worth it.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
it does not mean I will never feel pain.
I still have my share of heartaches,
which is why I invoke Allah's name.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I do not wish to judge.
I have no such authority
My duty is to submit to Allah's all-encompassing love.
~Islamic Wisdom

hey peepZ...

How are ya with your attachments?? i'm actually dying over here of loneliness and sickness... of all days i have to be sick now.. damn man...

Ne way farz i have upload the sparks photo and if can farz... put up our pics in fotopages ah so that more photos can be view in one folder....i tried doing but the pics just refuses to load at fotopages!!! And friends i hope u all dun mind me creating one visual gallery at our blog for all to put the latest photos and funny stoopid ones too.... all is welcome to mess around with it anyway...

and "about us" column........ it is in need of something... somebody any kind soul do write some crap there... haha!!!

soon enough maybe tmr, i will upload our monday pics of us in uniform... alright...

"hey dont run! Stop u bloody #$*&$%$%#$% ...........BANG!!!!

well.. dats the sound dat pakcik gonna never forget last night. around 10-20 ppl witness the 30 seconds incident dat was never planned in the notorious part of Singapore...

Who could hav imagine a student nurse would gave a chase to an accused and upon grabbing his collar from the back, SLAMMED him right into the roller shutters in fromt of a coffeeshop.

It was hella thrill at first... but hours after that the 'feeling' came on...

Thank God.... he wasnt injured (and still alive)
Thank God... it was a juz an aluminium roller shutter (not a glass door)
Thank God... he did have an offence (Illegal Immigrant)
Thank God... Nobody complained...(well... juz for now)

Cop brutality/ inhumane/ heartless...???? dats what ppl may see.... maybe... may-be....

IRONICALLY.... tomoro me gonna wear the white uniform and 'noble and caring' human....

Role strain.. role conflict.. wateva... juz dun cross over.....

*oh ya... a colleague of mine who is 5 years married with a son really want me to recommend u guyz to join VSC...
(hmm... after i told him dat there are so many beautiful girls in nursing... hmm..)

its me adik kepade slenge! haha..

Ok pple... c e box der.. e one under 'about us'... well its been der for awhile now.. anyone wif any ideas wat to write?...

ANd congrats to ALLLL of us! All of us pass e exams n NONE of us haf to take supp paper.. Congrats..

AND c ya on mon.. *ermm can make it in sch instead.. ct hall mcm PAISELAAA*

Urs,
Katak BapoK, adik slenge, baby farz, miz froggy.. ermm ape lagi eh.. itu je la..

Its me the slenge

Hey hey... i could now finally surf the net as much as possible now.... haha! boi i miss so much without being online. And i'm sure all of ya miss me right... haha!!! tak tahu malu kan.... biase la... actually i was finding my face at the dwarfs and i couldn't find it but of course i finally did... hahah!!! alright... i'm just very bored at home now nothing to do.... ok la... bye bye