Attachment

Hey guys its been 2wks of ISP.. 1wk more n den its VTP's turn. Lifes has been hell for me during e attachment. NOT becauze of e patients i get to face but e fucking lecturer n e nurses. Dey expect alot frm us wen its ONLI e 1st dae of ISP. Dey r soo demanding! FUCK dem sia! Not tt i dun lyk dem... but e way e wan tings thier OWN way juz suck me up! N samor dey r soo IMPATIENT n wan tings to b done FAST!
Bsides tt, some of e staff nurses r sooo idiotic! Dey tot we knoe evryting... n wen we did sumtink wrong, dey give us e damn fuckin face! Dey r kinda UNfrendly during e 1st wk... but as time passby, dey bcom quite frenly but i cud still feel e coldness in dem. But of cors i tried my bes to crack a conversation wif dem n ask dem sum non-stupid qns.. haha! nieway dey shd b grateful tt WE, e student, r der to help dem.. if not.. dey haf to do tings ALL by demsef!!! hmmph!
For e patient wise, dey r frendly n understanding. Sumtimes talking to e patients makes me cry bcos dey r more understanding den e nurses n lecturer! n dey do make me happy juz by smiling n talkin to me.
ANd den e china student r kinda slow.. n so its lyk MOS of e nurses prefer me doing e tings instead of her... n ya it sucks! its lyk im assign to 2rms unlyk her, she's onli assign in 1rm.. but since mos of e nurses prefer me doin e tings, so its lyk im assign to 3rms instead. Im soo tired evrytime! N she is olways MISSING in action!.. olways cabuting.. n gg to e toilet n dunnoe wat haf u ah!.. its soo sickenning! sumtimes i feel lyk even if she's here... it doesnt make a different.
N im been feeling kinda lonely in e ward... der's noone for me to tok to.. so ya.. i normally tok to e patients.. but onli to dos hu can speak malay n eng since i cant speak mandarin well.. but still, im kinda lonely... mana tak.. kat ward sorang, pergi hos sorang, balik rumah sorang...
BUT altho its been a tiring dae for me.. im still strong abt it. In fact i tink im getting use to it. N i tink i lyk it der.. e nurses n e patient haf open up abit.. yeah its fun chattin wif dem.. BUT mos of my patient haf been discharge todae.. its kinda sad not saying gdbye to dem... n i tink im kinda miss dem... haha! Oh well, its lyk tt.. setiap perjumpaan pasti ada perpisahan.. =)

Till den, MiZ FroGgY will croAk again.. c ya~