wei... pekahbor...long time neva write... guess finnaly decided to got to get it off my chest...

Year 2 didnt reali start of very well actualy. Even before the semester start, my spirit was dampened by one incident after another. Dah semangat nak beli buku, bookshop blom print. Start skul, still prob with the books. Whadde heck...


Then gotto regroup everyone. Some module into 2 grps, some into 5, and some into 6, Rumors heard that next semester gonna be 8 groups! Whadde heck....

Abt the groupings,It doesnt end there.... recieved all sort of feedbacks and reaction on the grouping. Negotiation after negotiation trying to make everyone happy and to be the as fair as possible. Doesnt work anyway as some even try to play childish games... in the end who kena confronted?? ME... till gotto to bring it to a 'higher' level TWICE to solve it. Now then i can see clearly each one of their 'stripes' (belang) Whadde heck...

THen came the infamous contreversial couple of NR0415.. yeah i wasnt part if their love story but still wateva they do indirectly concerns me as a Grp Leader! What? u think im gonna juz sit back and watch one of my grp members cry out of nothing and knowing that i wanna do sumthing but cant coz dunno where to start!!!! Whadde Heck...


Then comes the lecturers part. As a Grp leader im obliged to recieve and execute any instructions given. But what abt those unclear interrupted instructions that i hav to follow (which i didnt know where to start?!!!) Whadde Heck..!

I NEED A BREAK!!!!


So glad that one of u dwarfs came out with a wonderful idea for a getaway to the lovely beach of Tioman. I was excited for a few days when i found out that it claseh with my MIB course. its a defficult decision to make but after weighing the proz and cons.. i juz had to give up Tioman. Whadde Heck! (naah.. it ok dwarfs. not my rezeki)

Currently, some of the guyz in the class needed emotional support. and as i had promisedmy self as a grp leader and 'pakcik', will always be there to give u all the support and advice. Its fine for me to juggle.. juz as long i dun fall...

LAtest... some of u guyz have already sensed sumthing was wrong with me... as clearly shown..sor i lied i was tired.... guess couldnt hide it no more....

NOW.. here i am.. still stuck actualli. All 3 subject is has juz made halfway mark. But i know i could have contribute more and better. Still searching the real me@amean@pakcik.....

gd nite dwarfz......