I feel down at the moment.. My Emotions is one heck of a whirlwind... Doesn't help when my immune system give way to me again.. Damn!

Things happen to me unexpectedly and i'm trying to get come to terms with it and i'm trying to understand every bitz of it.... i'm going to pick myself up again... I know i can do it but with time... but Does time really heal all wounds??

I cannot concentrate much on school & i've crying myself to sleep everyday... Is this what being 20 is like?

I need to get away and i need to relaz but its so hard... I need companion now... I need friends most now... I cannot be alone...

Everyone wondering.. wassup with me right... onli this much i can sae because i'm embarrased... Itz about me, my life, my lovelife, my family...

I need the support of my frenz now and i'm sorie if there are times that i look despondent and daze... Just hope u guyz understand ya... But dun treat me any different...