Our TIMELINE in NYP..
(the most memorable post I ever posted!)-FarZ
We started wif tis:


Our 1st Nurses' Dae, wen we'r ALL still INNOCENT..


N we'r so SMANGAT to go airport at 6AM!


N tis is OUR 1st CLass outing to Sentosa..


n our Lin & Aini were still BESFREN 4eva..


N dewi still look baby-ish n farz step specky...


Wen Hana is soo sporty n Shafa looks soo nerdy..


N Min still look YOUNG... (haha)



& our CRAZY moment wif a 'stranger'


our visit wen Min got hospitalised.


N tis is OUR 1st class BBQ..


ANother pic of e 1st class bbq..


ANd we'r ALL so hapie n cheerful~


& NUTING cud ever make us FROWN..


N our 1st outing to e Seoul Garden..


Our crazy 'effect' pic..


n e hands of MISFITs


And even wen borednes sumtimes KILLS..


ANother bored pic..


We'r still e Misfits..


& another yr past again..


We'r still as HOT as RED~


And Tis is our 1st chaletz..


We STILL nvr fail to put on a smile on our face..


And we get seriously CRAZY!


N sumtimes mayb soo EVIL-lish


N yet, our PIMP save e dae..


N tis is our 1st n very OWN misfit beraye..


N den.. e yr3 wich is FULL of HELL..


N TIS is OUR LAST outing.. Without Min..

N tts HOW our story goes..

long time neva rite...

one week has passed. And we have recieved each of our task and burden for the next few weeks. ICA, CBL, ttrl, lab assesment nursing project.

Pakcik looking foward to working together with you all. As we would expect, the stress level will and have escalate. For those who know and have worked with pakcik, u may have anticipate my changes in my behaviour anytime soon.

Just need a small favour from you all... remind me to smile whenever u see me frowning....

Thank You...

* I wanna to take pic with u all at the grad ceremony one year from now....

Slogan Generator: Muqsit

1.Just Do Muqsit. (wahh he can b done??)

2.Look, Ma, No Muqsit! (yeahh check.. No muqsit.. im Sadd..)

3.Think Muqsit.(cool.. im thinkngg!!)

4.When You've Got Muqsit, Flaunt It. (orite i shall!!)

5.Melts In Your Muqsit, Not In Your Hand. (ok.. *melts away*)

6.A Muqsit A Day Helps You Work, Rest and Play. (wahhh tts gddd!)

7.Is It Live, Or Is It Muqsit? (its MUQSITT!!!)

8.Prolongs Active Muqsit. (ermmm.. hahaha!)

9.Now with 50% more Muqsit! (wahhhh I wann.. gr8 sg sale now on!!)

10.Don't You Just Love Being In Muqsit? (kinkyyyy!!!!)

Currently, Its e EMOs vs e non-EMOs..
--Not dat its a disease outbreak or a terrorist attack (wich cud strike ANITIME, ANYWHERE, ANYONE)-- hahaa!
(warning tis is e MOZ explicit content.. READ but Plz dun b MORE emo)-FArz

Okok.. e point here i wanna clarify is I seriously, sincerely truly felt tt WE r not as united as b4.. Now its lyk more to e EMOs vs non-EMOs...
Well, i juz felt tt der's 'spaceS' btwn us now.. as in - S - P - A - C - E - S -
We communicate LESS now.. we had lesser 'outings' together..
Juz look at our break time.. Mayb last time its an excuse lar cos we got projects to do.. BUT now??????
Its either sum1 absent or sum1 not talking to e WHOLE of us but onli one of us(making thier own lil conversation).. its sooo seems tt we had been SPLIT! n wen cums to outing.. e reasons is 'oh sorry im werking' or 'oh u didnt inform me' or 'oh i gg out wif my frens'
N worst wen u talk to sum1 OUTSIDE e 'misfit' gang.. u seems MUCH more happier den u r talking to us.. *doesnt tt make us feel @#%^&&*
I dunnoe.. i juz feel e COLDNESS btwn us now..

Im not saying tt imm perfect or tt im a HAPPIE-GO-LUCKY kinda girl OR I had NO probs at ALL..
evry1 has probs.. sum MAY choooooose to hide it..
((Of corz.. i got LOTS of probs at hme.. regarding financial probs.. *tts e reason WHY i dun wanna spent lotsa money and HAD to b a CHEAPSKATE!!!*))

but e ting is IF U had problems, u can shaRE wif us ryt??! Mayb we can help ABIT? N stop saying 'we DUN understand' wen u DIDNT even tell us ur probs!!..
But den again, its UP to INDIVIDUAL to either tell ur probs ryt?.. BUT e ting tt irritates me mos is... if u dun wanna tell ur PROBS den WHY let ur EMO out on us???????... if u tink we CANT help.. den wats e point of us being FRENS??????????!!!!!!! or one ting.. "DO u reali regard us as ur fren?"

Look, mayb im stilll immature or YOUNG n dun understand ADULT's probs.. but hey.. ders olways a SOLUTION to EVRY PROBLEMs..
Mayb tinking POSITIVE abit will do.. n not to tink tt EVRYTING had gone DOWN n tt it WONT goes up again...

Of corz we CRITISIsE or mayb secara tidak spontan HURTS u deep dwn.. but hey.. dun take it tooooo hard..
((U guys too did hurts me.. esp wen u guys sae im a cheapskate.. baju beli kat tis fashion etc wateva nots...)) but i didnt take it TOOO hard n CREATE more PROBS..
e ting is U tink TOOOOOO much abt ur probs tt U tink tt DERS no SOluTION at all..
Der's olways help-line available.. or u cud talk to ur other frens if u wan to.. SO im saying is tt.. Plzzz dun b soo emo..

N PLEASE dun let ur EMOTION control u..

PS: sorri if tis post hurtz u.. BUT it hurts me more if u reallli wanna knoe!

GuESs WhO!!!

Our lovely memories~



Our veteranz


1st dae of yr2, sem 2

long time neva write....

yup... indeed pakcik has been missing for quite sumtime...

pardon me once again for the other day...

its totally beyond my control and i heard lotsa things happen due to the concellation.... of which.... some involves bleeding... sorry once again...

pakcik has no choice but gtg sumwhere away from my beloveds till things settle down here...

hope u all are still doing fine, take care and all the ebst for the upcoming ISP.....

PAkcikz....

*Me again* -since noone wanna update, let me do e honor again!

LAst dae of attchmt seems forever to end!! Urgghh!! e time runs superbly slow! But for e 1st time i get to do LO..
anyway.. for noo reason, i was scolded by tis attitude pt.. she saed im 'stubborn' coz according to her i promise to cum bck to her n help her.. BUT heck i didnt EVEN cum n touch her tt very dae!! sheeshness!
Kena scold2 frm her.. kena 'stubborn' kena 'attitude face' kena 'she dun understand me' kena 'she cum n go' kena soo many!!!
I was SAD.. i didnt do anyting wrong!! haiz.. im SOOOO sad tt i dun WISH to c her face again!!.. *i swear* n she tol me 'not to cum bck to her again!'.. heck.. how I WISH to!!
But i DO cum bck to her to change her baju n diapers!! n to help transfer her.. take her oxygen saturation.. her temperature.. *how good i am eventho im still angry wif her* N did she ONCE care??
She keep on scolding n scolding!! N she even saed 'u student r useless.. cum here n play2' and she saed 'i pay u guys n u juz play2'.. n heck i wassss kinda pissed by den tt i saed 'NO! we'r NOT paid!!'.. n yeah she juz kept her mouth SHUT afta hearin tt!
I was kinda pissed wif her!! I swearrr!!! urggghh!!
I cum to her wif a smile.. talk to her softly & politely n she juz scold scold n scolllld n even SCOLLLDDDDD me without VALID reason!!! N its ME tt she scold.. e other students she was ok.. haizz.. guess my face lyk super uber 'shitz' wich make pple angry!!!
Haizz wat to do.. im born wif it.. u fool!!
Watevala... i glad im over wif it!! Hopefully on e other attchmt, i hope i WONT c her in e ward im assign to!!!
Haiz.... im sooo sad!!! *wat a dae to end an attchmt*

Victorised me sum1!!!

B4 i get toooo outta focus.. let Me c Victor's pix

Its been quite a while since i last step e sch ground.. =P
And ATLAST i make my way to sch afta my attchmt for my soccer trgs.. n e journey was an interesting cuM exciting one ;)
Met up wif my gay bf.. wich was kinda UNEXPECTED! *wateva*.. n i tink my gay bf got a beautiful body- i LIKE! wooo~ *batal puasa* Actualli i was hoping to met 'Lin'- (tiz kiut choc) on the way but it was all juz a disappointment! =(
Ah well.. I saw Pin gui at YCK Mrt station wif his super much more neater hairstyle.. n he remind me of sum1 *haizzz* ah well, he's soo funny i tell ya..! he saw me n den smile n den turn away to talk to his frens BUT he turn e WRONG side!!!
N den met Aini's epok2.. was excited for her but ahh well.. now e hot topic is 'KHAIRUL ANUAR'.. btul tk Aini? heh
N den.. e bez part of all is to met up wif my dearly GLENN!!!! N yeah i get excited ALONE again! but of corz.. i did calm mysef dwn.. I tried to call shafa to calm mysef.. but heck.. she was 'away'.. so Lin lah jadi mangsa!!
I cudnt help it.. Glenn is sooooo near yet sooo far!! Infact he's juz abt 50cm away.. haha! sheeshness!
N den afta tt.. tot of gg to cheers to buy sum stuff but was too 'shy' coz glenn ade kat sana.. so i went str8 to e library.. n der.. i met Jac2!! N both of us r shock to c each other! haha!!
Ah well.. todae is juz a dae to meet up my 'old frens' hehehhee ;)

Hey pple.. lets compare our pics (1st dae & last dae of sch)


1st dae


Last dae

(Ok pple, my fren post tis at a bulletin board.. find it funny.. *look how many times i've done at u hana.. whahaha) -FarZ

.....tHe lAnGuAgE Of LoVE....
if a kiss is the Language of Love,
then we have a lot to talk about it...

methods of Love....

+kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"
+kiss on the neck------"we belong together"

+kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"
+kiss on the lips------------"i love you" or "i want you"
+holding hands--------"we can learn to love each other"

+a wink-------------------"Let's get it on"
+slap on the butt----"thats mine"
+playing with the ear----"i can't live without you"

+holding on tight----"don't let go"
+looking into each other's eyes-----"let's get romantic"

+pulling hair on head----"tell me you love
me"
+arms around the waist---"i love you too much to let go"

=advice=
if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare...

I feel down at the moment.. My Emotions is one heck of a whirlwind... Doesn't help when my immune system give way to me again.. Damn!

Things happen to me unexpectedly and i'm trying to get come to terms with it and i'm trying to understand every bitz of it.... i'm going to pick myself up again... I know i can do it but with time... but Does time really heal all wounds??

I cannot concentrate much on school & i've crying myself to sleep everyday... Is this what being 20 is like?

I need to get away and i need to relaz but its so hard... I need companion now... I need friends most now... I cannot be alone...

Everyone wondering.. wassup with me right... onli this much i can sae because i'm embarrased... Itz about me, my life, my lovelife, my family...

I need the support of my frenz now and i'm sorie if there are times that i look despondent and daze... Just hope u guyz understand ya... But dun treat me any different...

THE BLOODY *toot* DAY..... a.k.a *toot* the SCOOT

I know sumthing not gonna be right today when i forgot abt a grp meeting while i was having my lunch at home. Ironically i was the one who reminded them abt the meeting today last sunday.

13:40pm

Drizzling but such a cool weather for a ride. Donning my Nike Jacket, hop onto the scooter and tutututututooooooooot......

Juz after the flyover, wanna ram the throttle when "tutututututooooooooopramprambushbooosh!"

ARRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Electric starter nor Kickstart.......... useless!

13:46pm

Officially pronounced dead. Cursing and swearing in the rain. Tried to call a few of my frenz but failed. Finally got hold of hana and melissa....

14:15pm

NO CHOICE.. final decision made. pushed all the way to Braddle Workshop. Drenched!

15:10pm

a few other bike there too... had to wait my turn. i gotta admit i NEVA opened the engine ever since i passed my 2B. Well at least i cant open the engine at CTE otr i juz gonna drown the engine with water,,,,,,

15:50pm

Situation was exactly like A&E except that its for bikes. So now its my bike turn... wait and wait and wait...


16:20pm

Damn! i juz realized that i got appoint with makcik and visit Lin! PRob still havent solve!!! All method tried but makcik still disappointed........ well..... 2 weeks neva meet and gotto wait for another....


17:00pm

AT LAST! and guess what! the problem is......

mailto:$%*^##@%&^*^%$#%&%$

SPARK PLUG!!!

its too basic to be a blunder! and all its cost was $5+

$5 that caused me to be drenched, missed my prac and 2 lectures and visit to my sick fren and my project meeting and my 'long overdue' date!

*tooot* the scoot....

Guess who this person is..

eh krg.. suddenly i feel lyk writing in malay...

"Eh aku tetiba je rindu krg2 nye dedikasi kat 'p10'.. buat ah dedikasi lagi.. hana, aini.."

Com on pple.. eh btw.. tag aku n tag misfit ni mcm 'lemau' sak.. tak berjalan.. com on pple tagg~ haha!

-FarZ wastin time again by bloggin~!!!

Hey guys its me again.. gLeNdA~
I tink mayb i shd juz admire Shit Face frm far.
=P

Haha! FULLSTOP!

wei... pekahbor...long time neva write... guess finnaly decided to got to get it off my chest...

Year 2 didnt reali start of very well actualy. Even before the semester start, my spirit was dampened by one incident after another. Dah semangat nak beli buku, bookshop blom print. Start skul, still prob with the books. Whadde heck...


Then gotto regroup everyone. Some module into 2 grps, some into 5, and some into 6, Rumors heard that next semester gonna be 8 groups! Whadde heck....

Abt the groupings,It doesnt end there.... recieved all sort of feedbacks and reaction on the grouping. Negotiation after negotiation trying to make everyone happy and to be the as fair as possible. Doesnt work anyway as some even try to play childish games... in the end who kena confronted?? ME... till gotto to bring it to a 'higher' level TWICE to solve it. Now then i can see clearly each one of their 'stripes' (belang) Whadde heck...

THen came the infamous contreversial couple of NR0415.. yeah i wasnt part if their love story but still wateva they do indirectly concerns me as a Grp Leader! What? u think im gonna juz sit back and watch one of my grp members cry out of nothing and knowing that i wanna do sumthing but cant coz dunno where to start!!!! Whadde Heck...


Then comes the lecturers part. As a Grp leader im obliged to recieve and execute any instructions given. But what abt those unclear interrupted instructions that i hav to follow (which i didnt know where to start?!!!) Whadde Heck..!

I NEED A BREAK!!!!


So glad that one of u dwarfs came out with a wonderful idea for a getaway to the lovely beach of Tioman. I was excited for a few days when i found out that it claseh with my MIB course. its a defficult decision to make but after weighing the proz and cons.. i juz had to give up Tioman. Whadde Heck! (naah.. it ok dwarfs. not my rezeki)

Currently, some of the guyz in the class needed emotional support. and as i had promisedmy self as a grp leader and 'pakcik', will always be there to give u all the support and advice. Its fine for me to juggle.. juz as long i dun fall...

LAtest... some of u guyz have already sensed sumthing was wrong with me... as clearly shown..sor i lied i was tired.... guess couldnt hide it no more....

NOW.. here i am.. still stuck actualli. All 3 subject is has juz made halfway mark. But i know i could have contribute more and better. Still searching the real me@amean@pakcik.....

gd nite dwarfz......

"gasp!! SHIT FACEEEE!!!"
tts e 'hot' topic for me.. hurhurr!
I wanna get to knoe him more jus as frens but hadnt got e courage to talk to him personally.. neither do i got e courage to even add him at msn nor write him an email. NOT even add him at frenster! sheeshness!!

I dunnoe.. mayb being his 'far-fan' is much better den being his 'frens'? bleah~ I dunnoe.. as for now.. can u guys make me NOT get TOOOO excited wen i c him? coz its OBVIOUS oreadi.. wich it isnt meant to b.. plz~

Im juz in a 'confusion' stage.. *hurhurr* dunnoe wat to do n ders plenty of tings in my mind.. *mcm sarang semut gitu* haha!
Im soo stress wif my presentation tmr n esp wif my 'star-teacher'! She make me soo stress up esp in lab! Didnt u realise i've been quiet in her class? *bloody hell* Its soo NOT me!! n shes been lyk pressuring me! Juz by hearing her voice or by looking at her makes me FREAK out!
I hate her! Yes i DO! she make me feels soo 'tak tentu arah' as in weneva shes der.. all i cud tink of is.. 'SHIT im DEAD! Im DEADDDD!!!' or 'let me b DEADD!'
Sumtimes im angry wif mysef for being 'under' her during e atthmt.. sumtimes im angry wif her for pressuring me.. sumties i juz hope i wasnt in HER class at all!

SO currently my mind isnt tt 'stable' n so i cant tink tt well.. hurhurr.. let me rest for a while.. n im sure i'll b bck to normal? haha... tgkla..


As for now.. gLeNdA reali does wanna get to knoe gLeNn BUT it isnt e time yet.. *baaa~*

Notice AKA warning

Hey guys.. jus to share wif u.. or perhaps sum warning or notices ah..
Oh well, u knoe tis blog tingy rite.. well, my fren sum wat kena 'scolding' aka 'warning' frm e lecturer bcos she wrote abt her attchmt in 'sum hos n sum ward' in her blog. she wrote abt her feelings n stuff lyk tt ah in it. N dunnoe where e hell n how e hell 'our sch' get her blog address.. dey actualli CALL her up n WARN her abt it. N ermm she quickly DELETED her blog ah.. so now her address sum what change...

SO juz to 'warn' u 1st ah b4 u all kena tangkap hor.. its better to NOT write dwn anyting.. or mayb *tips* dun write ur sch *coz it can b ngee ann, nanyang, ite or private sch*, ward no, n hosp u'r in.. *hehe*
SO ya.. b careful... e spies r spyin e web too!

*arggghhh*

look at the sisters..no it's mother and daughter... they got the same pose.. it so hilarious.. and also they have the same leg step.. kekek siak.. not only tat.. their body same angle.. tangan pun the same angle..