long time neva write....

yup... indeed pakcik has been missing for quite sumtime...

pardon me once again for the other day...

its totally beyond my control and i heard lotsa things happen due to the concellation.... of which.... some involves bleeding... sorry once again...

pakcik has no choice but gtg sumwhere away from my beloveds till things settle down here...

hope u all are still doing fine, take care and all the ebst for the upcoming ISP.....

PAkcikz....

*Me again* -since noone wanna update, let me do e honor again!

LAst dae of attchmt seems forever to end!! Urgghh!! e time runs superbly slow! But for e 1st time i get to do LO..
anyway.. for noo reason, i was scolded by tis attitude pt.. she saed im 'stubborn' coz according to her i promise to cum bck to her n help her.. BUT heck i didnt EVEN cum n touch her tt very dae!! sheeshness!
Kena scold2 frm her.. kena 'stubborn' kena 'attitude face' kena 'she dun understand me' kena 'she cum n go' kena soo many!!!
I was SAD.. i didnt do anyting wrong!! haiz.. im SOOOO sad tt i dun WISH to c her face again!!.. *i swear* n she tol me 'not to cum bck to her again!'.. heck.. how I WISH to!!
But i DO cum bck to her to change her baju n diapers!! n to help transfer her.. take her oxygen saturation.. her temperature.. *how good i am eventho im still angry wif her* N did she ONCE care??
She keep on scolding n scolding!! N she even saed 'u student r useless.. cum here n play2' and she saed 'i pay u guys n u juz play2'.. n heck i wassss kinda pissed by den tt i saed 'NO! we'r NOT paid!!'.. n yeah she juz kept her mouth SHUT afta hearin tt!
I was kinda pissed wif her!! I swearrr!!! urggghh!!
I cum to her wif a smile.. talk to her softly & politely n she juz scold scold n scolllld n even SCOLLLDDDDD me without VALID reason!!! N its ME tt she scold.. e other students she was ok.. haizz.. guess my face lyk super uber 'shitz' wich make pple angry!!!
Haizz wat to do.. im born wif it.. u fool!!
Watevala... i glad im over wif it!! Hopefully on e other attchmt, i hope i WONT c her in e ward im assign to!!!
Haiz.... im sooo sad!!! *wat a dae to end an attchmt*

Victorised me sum1!!!

B4 i get toooo outta focus.. let Me c Victor's pix

Its been quite a while since i last step e sch ground.. =P
And ATLAST i make my way to sch afta my attchmt for my soccer trgs.. n e journey was an interesting cuM exciting one ;)
Met up wif my gay bf.. wich was kinda UNEXPECTED! *wateva*.. n i tink my gay bf got a beautiful body- i LIKE! wooo~ *batal puasa* Actualli i was hoping to met 'Lin'- (tiz kiut choc) on the way but it was all juz a disappointment! =(
Ah well.. I saw Pin gui at YCK Mrt station wif his super much more neater hairstyle.. n he remind me of sum1 *haizzz* ah well, he's soo funny i tell ya..! he saw me n den smile n den turn away to talk to his frens BUT he turn e WRONG side!!!
N den met Aini's epok2.. was excited for her but ahh well.. now e hot topic is 'KHAIRUL ANUAR'.. btul tk Aini? heh
N den.. e bez part of all is to met up wif my dearly GLENN!!!! N yeah i get excited ALONE again! but of corz.. i did calm mysef dwn.. I tried to call shafa to calm mysef.. but heck.. she was 'away'.. so Lin lah jadi mangsa!!
I cudnt help it.. Glenn is sooooo near yet sooo far!! Infact he's juz abt 50cm away.. haha! sheeshness!
N den afta tt.. tot of gg to cheers to buy sum stuff but was too 'shy' coz glenn ade kat sana.. so i went str8 to e library.. n der.. i met Jac2!! N both of us r shock to c each other! haha!!
Ah well.. todae is juz a dae to meet up my 'old frens' hehehhee ;)

Hey pple.. lets compare our pics (1st dae & last dae of sch)


1st dae


Last dae

(Ok pple, my fren post tis at a bulletin board.. find it funny.. *look how many times i've done at u hana.. whahaha) -FarZ

.....tHe lAnGuAgE Of LoVE....
if a kiss is the Language of Love,
then we have a lot to talk about it...

methods of Love....

+kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"
+kiss on the neck------"we belong together"

+kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"
+kiss on the lips------------"i love you" or "i want you"
+holding hands--------"we can learn to love each other"

+a wink-------------------"Let's get it on"
+slap on the butt----"thats mine"
+playing with the ear----"i can't live without you"

+holding on tight----"don't let go"
+looking into each other's eyes-----"let's get romantic"

+pulling hair on head----"tell me you love
me"
+arms around the waist---"i love you too much to let go"

=advice=
if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare...

I feel down at the moment.. My Emotions is one heck of a whirlwind... Doesn't help when my immune system give way to me again.. Damn!

Things happen to me unexpectedly and i'm trying to get come to terms with it and i'm trying to understand every bitz of it.... i'm going to pick myself up again... I know i can do it but with time... but Does time really heal all wounds??

I cannot concentrate much on school & i've crying myself to sleep everyday... Is this what being 20 is like?

I need to get away and i need to relaz but its so hard... I need companion now... I need friends most now... I cannot be alone...

Everyone wondering.. wassup with me right... onli this much i can sae because i'm embarrased... Itz about me, my life, my lovelife, my family...

I need the support of my frenz now and i'm sorie if there are times that i look despondent and daze... Just hope u guyz understand ya... But dun treat me any different...

THE BLOODY *toot* DAY..... a.k.a *toot* the SCOOT

I know sumthing not gonna be right today when i forgot abt a grp meeting while i was having my lunch at home. Ironically i was the one who reminded them abt the meeting today last sunday.

13:40pm

Drizzling but such a cool weather for a ride. Donning my Nike Jacket, hop onto the scooter and tutututututooooooooot......

Juz after the flyover, wanna ram the throttle when "tutututututooooooooopramprambushbooosh!"

ARRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Electric starter nor Kickstart.......... useless!

13:46pm

Officially pronounced dead. Cursing and swearing in the rain. Tried to call a few of my frenz but failed. Finally got hold of hana and melissa....

14:15pm

NO CHOICE.. final decision made. pushed all the way to Braddle Workshop. Drenched!

15:10pm

a few other bike there too... had to wait my turn. i gotta admit i NEVA opened the engine ever since i passed my 2B. Well at least i cant open the engine at CTE otr i juz gonna drown the engine with water,,,,,,

15:50pm

Situation was exactly like A&E except that its for bikes. So now its my bike turn... wait and wait and wait...


16:20pm

Damn! i juz realized that i got appoint with makcik and visit Lin! PRob still havent solve!!! All method tried but makcik still disappointed........ well..... 2 weeks neva meet and gotto wait for another....


17:00pm

AT LAST! and guess what! the problem is......

mailto:$%*^##@%&^*^%$#%&%$

SPARK PLUG!!!

its too basic to be a blunder! and all its cost was $5+

$5 that caused me to be drenched, missed my prac and 2 lectures and visit to my sick fren and my project meeting and my 'long overdue' date!

*tooot* the scoot....

Guess who this person is..

eh krg.. suddenly i feel lyk writing in malay...

"Eh aku tetiba je rindu krg2 nye dedikasi kat 'p10'.. buat ah dedikasi lagi.. hana, aini.."

Com on pple.. eh btw.. tag aku n tag misfit ni mcm 'lemau' sak.. tak berjalan.. com on pple tagg~ haha!

-FarZ wastin time again by bloggin~!!!

Hey guys its me again.. gLeNdA~
I tink mayb i shd juz admire Shit Face frm far.
=P

Haha! FULLSTOP!

wei... pekahbor...long time neva write... guess finnaly decided to got to get it off my chest...

Year 2 didnt reali start of very well actualy. Even before the semester start, my spirit was dampened by one incident after another. Dah semangat nak beli buku, bookshop blom print. Start skul, still prob with the books. Whadde heck...


Then gotto regroup everyone. Some module into 2 grps, some into 5, and some into 6, Rumors heard that next semester gonna be 8 groups! Whadde heck....

Abt the groupings,It doesnt end there.... recieved all sort of feedbacks and reaction on the grouping. Negotiation after negotiation trying to make everyone happy and to be the as fair as possible. Doesnt work anyway as some even try to play childish games... in the end who kena confronted?? ME... till gotto to bring it to a 'higher' level TWICE to solve it. Now then i can see clearly each one of their 'stripes' (belang) Whadde heck...

THen came the infamous contreversial couple of NR0415.. yeah i wasnt part if their love story but still wateva they do indirectly concerns me as a Grp Leader! What? u think im gonna juz sit back and watch one of my grp members cry out of nothing and knowing that i wanna do sumthing but cant coz dunno where to start!!!! Whadde Heck...


Then comes the lecturers part. As a Grp leader im obliged to recieve and execute any instructions given. But what abt those unclear interrupted instructions that i hav to follow (which i didnt know where to start?!!!) Whadde Heck..!

I NEED A BREAK!!!!


So glad that one of u dwarfs came out with a wonderful idea for a getaway to the lovely beach of Tioman. I was excited for a few days when i found out that it claseh with my MIB course. its a defficult decision to make but after weighing the proz and cons.. i juz had to give up Tioman. Whadde Heck! (naah.. it ok dwarfs. not my rezeki)

Currently, some of the guyz in the class needed emotional support. and as i had promisedmy self as a grp leader and 'pakcik', will always be there to give u all the support and advice. Its fine for me to juggle.. juz as long i dun fall...

LAtest... some of u guyz have already sensed sumthing was wrong with me... as clearly shown..sor i lied i was tired.... guess couldnt hide it no more....

NOW.. here i am.. still stuck actualli. All 3 subject is has juz made halfway mark. But i know i could have contribute more and better. Still searching the real me@amean@pakcik.....

gd nite dwarfz......

"gasp!! SHIT FACEEEE!!!"
tts e 'hot' topic for me.. hurhurr!
I wanna get to knoe him more jus as frens but hadnt got e courage to talk to him personally.. neither do i got e courage to even add him at msn nor write him an email. NOT even add him at frenster! sheeshness!!

I dunnoe.. mayb being his 'far-fan' is much better den being his 'frens'? bleah~ I dunnoe.. as for now.. can u guys make me NOT get TOOOO excited wen i c him? coz its OBVIOUS oreadi.. wich it isnt meant to b.. plz~

Im juz in a 'confusion' stage.. *hurhurr* dunnoe wat to do n ders plenty of tings in my mind.. *mcm sarang semut gitu* haha!
Im soo stress wif my presentation tmr n esp wif my 'star-teacher'! She make me soo stress up esp in lab! Didnt u realise i've been quiet in her class? *bloody hell* Its soo NOT me!! n shes been lyk pressuring me! Juz by hearing her voice or by looking at her makes me FREAK out!
I hate her! Yes i DO! she make me feels soo 'tak tentu arah' as in weneva shes der.. all i cud tink of is.. 'SHIT im DEAD! Im DEADDDD!!!' or 'let me b DEADD!'
Sumtimes im angry wif mysef for being 'under' her during e atthmt.. sumtimes im angry wif her for pressuring me.. sumties i juz hope i wasnt in HER class at all!

SO currently my mind isnt tt 'stable' n so i cant tink tt well.. hurhurr.. let me rest for a while.. n im sure i'll b bck to normal? haha... tgkla..


As for now.. gLeNdA reali does wanna get to knoe gLeNn BUT it isnt e time yet.. *baaa~*

Notice AKA warning

Hey guys.. jus to share wif u.. or perhaps sum warning or notices ah..
Oh well, u knoe tis blog tingy rite.. well, my fren sum wat kena 'scolding' aka 'warning' frm e lecturer bcos she wrote abt her attchmt in 'sum hos n sum ward' in her blog. she wrote abt her feelings n stuff lyk tt ah in it. N dunnoe where e hell n how e hell 'our sch' get her blog address.. dey actualli CALL her up n WARN her abt it. N ermm she quickly DELETED her blog ah.. so now her address sum what change...

SO juz to 'warn' u 1st ah b4 u all kena tangkap hor.. its better to NOT write dwn anyting.. or mayb *tips* dun write ur sch *coz it can b ngee ann, nanyang, ite or private sch*, ward no, n hosp u'r in.. *hehe*
SO ya.. b careful... e spies r spyin e web too!

*arggghhh*

look at the sisters..no it's mother and daughter... they got the same pose.. it so hilarious.. and also they have the same leg step.. kekek siak.. not only tat.. their body same angle.. tangan pun the same angle..

DEEPTHROAT....

hey whaddya all thinking.... ????

today we learn how to insert naso-gastric tube. U know... th tube that for feeding the patient...

LEcturer ask for volunteers...... but since no one MAN-ly enuff.. so here i come with pride and bravery... heeheheeeee

we all had fun and realx.. i was making fun summmore until when the wnd of tube reach the nose up to the roof and he stop there.. twisting it around... he tried to manouver the tube for a 'U-turn' down to my nasopharynx.... that's the first OUCH!

it took a while before the tube moved furhter down... by then tears started to roll....

then it halted right at the back of my throat.. i was on the verge of chockking as i can feel the tip at my epiglottis..... still keeping still....... breathing in and out.. this is the second OUCH!

then one final breath and i was asked to swallow while our lecturer gave a final push down my esophagus and into my stomach.....

as i breath, i can feel the tube moving slightly in and out... creating a small friction in my nasal cavity.... still OUCH!


and the feeling of a stick at the back of my throat still haunts me...

1st dae of Sch~



-MiZ FroGgY

Argh.............

a Filipino staff nurse plak kata yg my face serupa a popular rap star, Andrew E. in Philipines!!!!!
Ni ader sikit gambarnya...... haiz....

dats me


dats also me...


dats NOT me... its Andrew E.


Its Andrew E. too..


Andrew E. and his wife.....

Yo Misfits its e one n onli cutey MiZ FroGgY croaking again~
Its been quite sumtimes since i last touch my beautiful comp.. well, lotsa tings to sae.. but of corz i'll make it short.. =D
Well, Atlast afta 6wks of attachment.. IM FREE again. SO i gas its TIME for me to njoy e 2wks break. Well, I need excitement in life now.. heee~ e last 6wks has been tied dwn.. didnt njoy my life tt much.. n i hadnt had much time for mysef e past 6wks
N boy, i miss making up my face.. hahaha! I miss pampering mysef wif spa n cleaning.. reallly clean mysef n taking care of mysef... phew.. now tt its over... Im super gonna celebrate it regardless of wat! heh
Ok so ya.. i miss hangin out wif u guys too... Basically i miss TALKING crapz.. haha! I miss Lynn's shouting at Aini.. n Aini's complaining, Min's advises, Dewi hu olways dalam senyam hilang, Hana's hands... all e moments... e moments wen we'r together... e moment WEN SCH R STILL OPEN!
Of corz i do miss shafa too... kat hos bknnye dpt bbual sgt... haha!
So ya.. we need to meet bck n updates on ourselves man!!

SO amaciam? Nx wknd? Lets meet on 25 june or 26 june? Lets meet n HAF fun again can? PLEASEEEE!

Any coments?

Sumthing to entertain u guyz... especially MiZz FrOgGy



click on this link to watch the video..
http://www.fgnhome.com/index.php?id=114

Shafa bdae celebration


Sayang kakak!


Fafa n Aini


Pakcik supplier of e wrapper


My craziest idea!


Cheeky Fafa!!!

~ I miss you, Kinabalu. Negeri di bawah bayu~


okok pakcik confess.... me miss the city... (and a couple of ppl there too) .

me and Jesika(beautiful eyes)

It is such a BEAUTIFUL state. And i really mean it! One day pakcik wanna bring u all there. The capital Kota Kinabalu is such a warm and cozy city. From sunrise to sunset.... Sabah has its own unique beauty. Even in the silent wee hours sitting by the beach facing the South China Sea... the calmness priceless!


From urban to the rural area.... and not to forget the famous Mount Kinabalu. Though i havnt got a chance to climb it.. the view from the foot is so tempting and seducing. I wanna be on top of it one day....



Sabah... rich in culture. From longhouse to the costumes and dance.


Err...... im not surprise if one day im settling down in Sabah (with makcik of course....)

I'm going there again next year.. feel free to join me , yah?

ok now pakcik's turn to talk abt my attachment....


well every day sumthing new. first day dah kena fitnah scandal... (lagi) oh my adakah aku begitu casanova....

Then cara tak sengaja peluk this student nurse coz she cried in the middle of cubicle coz kena marah ngan sister.... well and her bfrd is juz opposite our cubicle,,, no prize for guessing

there is a sister pulak raba tangan pakcik 5 times in front of other student nurses from NYP and ITE....kononya nak ajar cara amik pulse..... (oh aku digoda....)

watch a few dying patients... those who waiting to die... and those who cant die.... *ouch*


on thi dun reali carea abt how much marks i got for my clinical.. but one think, pakcik reali thankful to God that made me chose this Nursing. It is reali a dirty and filthy job.. but rest assured to u bangthemisfits out there that this job is a noble and satisfaction.

A thank u gesture (palms together indian style) by a patient seems small but realli mean alot for me. Another patient touched my heart when he asked "are you coming back tomorrow?". i reluctantly say sorry and no and i can see his disapponitment in his eyes....

how i wish i could nurse him on till his dicharged day....

oh well... this is another side of pakcik....

TRIBUTE TO FARZ!!

MY SEARCH IS AT LAST NOT IN VAIN!! FARZ THIS IS FORYOU!!!

farhana & LIN.. this is shitface we've been taking about.. heeh~ so next time we spot him you know who we talking about!

Shit Face

Guess Im crazie to give Shit face 1 stalk of rose jus nw! haha
-FarZ

wooo.. wait i just realise that i was too busy saying that it was fun and today the disaster struck.. my frens exchanged shift with the guys.. and hoi sum, eileen and me have to go to the women cubicle... i felt lke ama, waitress and everything other than a nurse... i felt so like arrgghh~ tmw will be another day there and i hope it will end SOOOONN~~~ and i can go back to my own cubile.. which is the guys.. GIRLS ARE TROUBLE!!! hey you know what the pakcik at north canteen dad's was admitted to my cubicle..

btw... the uncle i talked about yesterday really passed away 1/2 hour after i left.. SOB~ he was actually a nice uncle..

dear farhana... u do like guys but then... your sengau voice is still like a girl and it's one of the best voice during our class presentation.. but still you can be my and farz ehemm~~~ heheeh.. so long never see you... haiz~

well guys hope to see ya'll soon..

Hey everyone. Hope everyone's doing fine. Well yeah besides the sucky side of attachment.
I'm sure itz an ups and downs kinda sitution.. Some moments will make us smile and some will make us swear and curse..

Aini, thanks for that entry on me.. Thx for bolding my name in one of my fav colours.. Well i hate being labelled as GRUMPY. A more appropriate word would be MOODY. Still i hope i would never be described as GRUMPY ever again. Coz to me, it sucks. Im not grumpy.

Yes, again, the neverending part on Farhana looking like a guy. I'm getting used to it. I don't quite mind coz i accept the parts lent to me by HIM. I must say that i'm sick and tired of hearing that i look like a guy though. I don't intend to be a guy. I'm juz a weeny bit boyish. ok maybe slightly more than a weeny bit. ok, minus the weeny part then. well i'm juz a bit boyish. ok let's add a tom to it. I'm tomboyish. haha. not all the time though. ikut mood. but again, i look like a guy. My face. My all?

Anyway, i'm glad ur having fun for ur attachment.

Shafa, i wanted to tag ur blog but i couldn't. My computer's acting kinda strangely. Anyway, i'm curious. If you've always wanted to be a teacher.. and u said that itz a childhood dream.. everysince u were young, u wanted to be a teacher, then why pick nursing after ur O levels? Juz curious on that part.. Why drift away into a different profession when u already have another profession in mind?

Anyway, u have another fren by the name Hana? she tagged ur blog a few times and itz not me. Even farz thought it was me and she went smth like " Hey Hana tagged ur board" or smth like that.. erm but that's not me.. anyway, aku ni prasan ke? maybe i'm not the one referred to..

Juz to let u noe, i saw lala lookalike at cgh.

Hope ur attachment's ok.

Lin, well a console for u is that ur not gonna be long with those unfriendly staff at ttsh. well yeah ur gonna be bonded there but who noes ur working staff are gonna be different. Sometimes i do feel like an AMA too.. or a waitress.. i do feel ur anger as well.. it muz have been a torture and the way u make it sound, it will continue to be a torture.. wish there's smth that can be done to soothe all the worries..

Anyway, erm.. wish Alfred a happy belated bday on my behalf.. izzit too late ? *innocent grin*

Hope ur attachment will get better..

Farz, sorry to hear about ur loneliness.. let this be the time to hone ur independence then.. well at least u get to do more things since the nurses prefer u to do it.. do more things=more experience... rite?

Hope ur attachment gets better..

I have no idea why i'm starting to blog here when itz a few more days away till we end the first 3 weeks of attachment.. shud have blogged earlier on.. but takde mood ar...

Anyway, take care everybody.
Dim Sums & Sup Tulang,
:: Hana Sui ::

being a nurse is a great eye-opener for me i suppose.. throughout my one year of being a student nurse, up to this date i have not done any last offices... today i saw a patient who was not in a good condition.. when i took his parameters i got BP readings of 76/45... it was so low.. i told the staff nurse and she asked me to take again in about 1/2 hr time. i took again and the reading was worse... before i carry on, let me tell you that i'm in a cardio-thoraic ward... this patient has IHD, old CVA, TVD, AMI all all sorts of heart probs and he's 75 yrs old... Hoi sum and i was very excited as we told ourselves that finally we got to do last office... it was almost 9 and we were like "damn, there goes our chance if he die tonite" we left the ward heavy-heartedly. while passing my cubicle i could see his family gathering around the bed "preapring" for the worse.

i was so bold when i took his parameters... he was there on the first day i was assigned to the ward and i could see his condition worsen each day. his grand-daughter said that his condition was getting from bad to worse.. how bold of me to tell the grand-daughter hope for the best.. i mean what was i thinkng.. maybe wat i said made the small gathering... when i told eileen and hoi sum they say wat i said was rite.. i was like huh? really??

i will be disappointed if he really die today.. there goes my chance (so bad huh).. but before you think that i was really bad.. read on first before you conclude... while walking to the bus stop eileen and i was talking about death.. nursing actually let us look at the unglamourous side of life... wat if we have to face death of our own loved ones.. do we really gonna end up marryng the person we really love today in the future??? Coincidently, my fren broke up with someone she have been with for 5 years. they almost tie the knot... these things make me wonder... we dun have the power to control our future.. the person we once treasure so much wont be the person we will spend our whole life with... and we dun have the power to keep who we want to be with... and no matter how fit you are you surely gonna die one day... talking to my pt. enable me to realise all these.. one of them ask me.. "Why must i get heart attack when i exercise all day and take care of wat i eat?"

all these are fated.. and it's He (Allah) who decide your future.. i also got many hep A, B, C pt. and why they get all these diseases? because they enjoy their life too much.. without thinking that they dun live forever.. i'm sorry if i have to say these and hurt any of your (readers) feelings indirectly... but the way you live in your teenage days actually leave a graet effect on your life later... i got pt. who have STD and stuffs... and i feel that they deserve it as they forget that they dun live forever.. even if you have protected sex doesnt mean you are lucky enuff to get away with STD.. Never take things likely.. it's so sad to see these ppl.. they regretted with the way they live.. but it was too late..

well my dear misfits, looking at all the ppl fighting for their lives, i learnt to traesure my loved ones... and you fall on my loved ones list.. do take care of yourself and remember Him always.. you may enjoy but up to a certain limitations... i thank my parents with all the curfews and strict ways they have brought me up. i was greatful enough that i didn't fell into that wildful category and didnt make my teenage life a disastrous one.. (ok i know one of you will be sayng i'm gonna be the makciks and pakciks family soon joinng farhana, pakcik and lin..) Love ya'll.. AiNi

it is definitely been a long time since we all met... mish ya guys....... Hope to meet up with ya guys soon...*hint Hint*

Well attachment is nothing but full of complains. Mine is not as smooth sailing and fun as i expect it to be. I didn't learn much and what i did all the time is take parameters, turning and NG feeds. I have been doing this for the whole of my attachment. Isn't it boring. And some of the staff there are not friendly. I hate them. Some are just too pretensious and there is this damn bloody SSN who always blame the students when anything goes wrong. Fuck her.... piss off man.... *fannin myself to cool down* haha!!!

Lecturers said that we are supposed to learn something new during attachments but i dun see it happening at TTSH ward 9B! So when i have nothing to do i have to make myself look busy and walk up down up down the ward. i end up cleaning the side table of the patients and changing The yellow bag. I'm becoming more like an AMA sia... But people says you have to learn to walk before you run.. ok.. i'm not trying to run here but at least teach me la something new.... boring sia...

The unfortunate event also happen at this cursed ward. I fall sick TWICE... one during the first week and second this week... How very unfortunate... and i'm bonded with this hospital for 3 years.... haiz!

Reading Aini's entry, it seems her ward is nice and they get to learn alot of things... how great is that...
Reading Farz's entry, it seems she do enjoys it too only the SN and lecturers pissess her off...

Somehow i feel they are better off than me.... i'm like being tortured.....

I cannot imagine my surgical attachment after 9B... i'm all alone and heard that my surgical ward sister is very strict...... haiz...

being a student nurse really suckz....

hey guys, it has been ages since we last met... heee~ farhana tot something bad about you just now.. i tot you wont reply to lin's msg and ask her to book you fast but i was wrong, our MISS MYSTERIOUS was the first to reply lin's msg.. wow~~~~ hehe.. sorry for having that bad tot.. but you cant blame me as you always busy so i ask her to book you before anyone else do..

attachment... Learnt loads of stuffs... at first the staffs nurses looked so unapproachable but now they are fine but still not as friendly as the AN.. the AN taught me alot of things.. now i knoe how to prepare drip, put urosheth, off plug, set telemetry, do ecg, do GMS dressing do simple dressng and many2 more... that time i got a chance to do a MRSA wound... the look was not so terrifying but the smell almost make me puke.. but fortunately i maintain... in short we learnt more AN than SN job.

the next ward scare me a little, it seems that only i and sahlini will be on the same shift.. mati man...... you know our fren hoi sum... i got to know her better and she is not so bad... she also teach me alot and help me too. but till now i dun have a chance to do last office BECAUSE no one died.. maybe we are so warmth.. MUAHAHAHA...

our fren lin belum ape2 dah MC dulu.. CGH hot nampak with so many scandalous stories tapi kakak farhana seperti biase miss mysterious aka grumpy tak dengar berita.. eh did you scold any of the patients? BTW one of my frens ask who was the guy beside me when we took photo.. i keep insisting that all are girls sebab semua pompan and takde gambar pakcik.. and now i knoe who my fren was refering to it was.....you know la.. i so miss farhana with her grumpiness and now wat version of hair you have??? curious sey.. hmmm so long never see your irritated look when farz and i disturb you.. anyway till i blog again.. AiNi

p/s to farhana: i put your name in your fav colour and make it BIG!!! heheh

Attachment

Hey guys its been 2wks of ISP.. 1wk more n den its VTP's turn. Lifes has been hell for me during e attachment. NOT becauze of e patients i get to face but e fucking lecturer n e nurses. Dey expect alot frm us wen its ONLI e 1st dae of ISP. Dey r soo demanding! FUCK dem sia! Not tt i dun lyk dem... but e way e wan tings thier OWN way juz suck me up! N samor dey r soo IMPATIENT n wan tings to b done FAST!
Bsides tt, some of e staff nurses r sooo idiotic! Dey tot we knoe evryting... n wen we did sumtink wrong, dey give us e damn fuckin face! Dey r kinda UNfrendly during e 1st wk... but as time passby, dey bcom quite frenly but i cud still feel e coldness in dem. But of cors i tried my bes to crack a conversation wif dem n ask dem sum non-stupid qns.. haha! nieway dey shd b grateful tt WE, e student, r der to help dem.. if not.. dey haf to do tings ALL by demsef!!! hmmph!
For e patient wise, dey r frendly n understanding. Sumtimes talking to e patients makes me cry bcos dey r more understanding den e nurses n lecturer! n dey do make me happy juz by smiling n talkin to me.
ANd den e china student r kinda slow.. n so its lyk MOS of e nurses prefer me doing e tings instead of her... n ya it sucks! its lyk im assign to 2rms unlyk her, she's onli assign in 1rm.. but since mos of e nurses prefer me doin e tings, so its lyk im assign to 3rms instead. Im soo tired evrytime! N she is olways MISSING in action!.. olways cabuting.. n gg to e toilet n dunnoe wat haf u ah!.. its soo sickenning! sumtimes i feel lyk even if she's here... it doesnt make a different.
N im been feeling kinda lonely in e ward... der's noone for me to tok to.. so ya.. i normally tok to e patients.. but onli to dos hu can speak malay n eng since i cant speak mandarin well.. but still, im kinda lonely... mana tak.. kat ward sorang, pergi hos sorang, balik rumah sorang...
BUT altho its been a tiring dae for me.. im still strong abt it. In fact i tink im getting use to it. N i tink i lyk it der.. e nurses n e patient haf open up abit.. yeah its fun chattin wif dem.. BUT mos of my patient haf been discharge todae.. its kinda sad not saying gdbye to dem... n i tink im kinda miss dem... haha! Oh well, its lyk tt.. setiap perjumpaan pasti ada perpisahan.. =)

Till den, MiZ FroGgY will croAk again.. c ya~

When I Say...

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I'm not shouting " down with Christians and Jews."
I am whispering "I seek peace,"
and Islam is the path that I choose.

When I say. . . I am a Muslim,
I speak of this with pride.
And confess that sometimes I stumble,
and need Allah to be my guide.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I know this makes me strong.
And in those times when I am weak,
I pray to Allah for strength to carry on.

When I say. . . I am a Muslim,
I'm not boasting of success.
I'm acknowledging that Allah has rescued me,
and I cannot ever repay the debt.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I'm not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are indeed visible,
but Allah forgives because his followers are worth it.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
it does not mean I will never feel pain.
I still have my share of heartaches,
which is why I invoke Allah's name.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I do not wish to judge.
I have no such authority
My duty is to submit to Allah's all-encompassing love.
~Islamic Wisdom

hey peepZ...

How are ya with your attachments?? i'm actually dying over here of loneliness and sickness... of all days i have to be sick now.. damn man...

Ne way farz i have upload the sparks photo and if can farz... put up our pics in fotopages ah so that more photos can be view in one folder....i tried doing but the pics just refuses to load at fotopages!!! And friends i hope u all dun mind me creating one visual gallery at our blog for all to put the latest photos and funny stoopid ones too.... all is welcome to mess around with it anyway...

and "about us" column........ it is in need of something... somebody any kind soul do write some crap there... haha!!!

soon enough maybe tmr, i will upload our monday pics of us in uniform... alright...

"hey dont run! Stop u bloody #$*&$%$%#$% ...........BANG!!!!

well.. dats the sound dat pakcik gonna never forget last night. around 10-20 ppl witness the 30 seconds incident dat was never planned in the notorious part of Singapore...

Who could hav imagine a student nurse would gave a chase to an accused and upon grabbing his collar from the back, SLAMMED him right into the roller shutters in fromt of a coffeeshop.

It was hella thrill at first... but hours after that the 'feeling' came on...

Thank God.... he wasnt injured (and still alive)
Thank God... it was a juz an aluminium roller shutter (not a glass door)
Thank God... he did have an offence (Illegal Immigrant)
Thank God... Nobody complained...(well... juz for now)

Cop brutality/ inhumane/ heartless...???? dats what ppl may see.... maybe... may-be....

IRONICALLY.... tomoro me gonna wear the white uniform and 'noble and caring' human....

Role strain.. role conflict.. wateva... juz dun cross over.....

*oh ya... a colleague of mine who is 5 years married with a son really want me to recommend u guyz to join VSC...
(hmm... after i told him dat there are so many beautiful girls in nursing... hmm..)

its me adik kepade slenge! haha..

Ok pple... c e box der.. e one under 'about us'... well its been der for awhile now.. anyone wif any ideas wat to write?...

ANd congrats to ALLLL of us! All of us pass e exams n NONE of us haf to take supp paper.. Congrats..

AND c ya on mon.. *ermm can make it in sch instead.. ct hall mcm PAISELAAA*

Urs,
Katak BapoK, adik slenge, baby farz, miz froggy.. ermm ape lagi eh.. itu je la..

Its me the slenge

Hey hey... i could now finally surf the net as much as possible now.... haha! boi i miss so much without being online. And i'm sure all of ya miss me right... haha!!! tak tahu malu kan.... biase la... actually i was finding my face at the dwarfs and i couldn't find it but of course i finally did... hahah!!! alright... i'm just very bored at home now nothing to do.... ok la... bye bye

Announcement for MISFITS..
Is there any objections if we could meet on the first day of attachment in UNIFORMS which is on 9th May !! photo taking.. the venue have yet to decide.. any suggestions..? but in central pls.. like ct hall and all.. for eveyone's own convinience.. please respond..

You love to love and don't care who knows.
Sometimes you go over board but sometimes it's
not always a good over board. You believe in
the love at first sight deal but sometimes
that's not always good.

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-ShAfA-

Amazing race

Firstly i wud lyk to thx Lin for e 1st trial 'mini amazing race' wich was held yesterdae. Your effort in organizing it tak gone to 'waste'. Congrats la~
So let me summarize e wholeee event:

1st stop:
Old Chang kee, Tampines
Food: fritters
Forfeit: Pakcik carry Dewi's bag to e nx station

2nd stop:
Yassalam, Bedok
Food: Satay
Forfeit: Dewi got splash

3rd stop:
Warong kopi, Geylang
Food: Yong Tau foo
Forfeit: Shafa did 10 jumpingjacks and pushup infront of 'Muslim convent tingy'

4th stop:
Mustaffa centre, Serangoon
Food: Orange cream
Forfeit: Lin haf to take 3 pix of woman's hair wif diff lenght

5th stop:
Hawker centre, Bukit Panjang
Food: Mee Bandung
Forfeit: Hana haf to go arcade n play 2 games (ori)
but der's no arcade available.. so she haf to ask permission frm an uncle to use e toilet

6th stop:
Hara
Food: dim sum set
Forfeit: FarZ haf to ride a 20cent kiddy ride

7th stop:
Forfeit: Aini haf to ask a no. frm a cute guy.. heeee~

One night on graveyard of the angels, I was walking, that night I saw an angel, saw her crying, her wings broken, torn, hurt, she was dying... Angel, such an beauty, fallen from the heavens garden, I watched her soul escape in the little tears, to see her there, so deadly wounded, it was burden, she was lost, fallen, dying, filled with fears... She was lying on the cold white marble plate, to help her I tried, but I was too late, in the pool of blood, to die, was her fate... Angel stared me, I heard her silent cries, pale little form on pool of so red blood, angel, so fragile thing with beautiful eyes, in rage I cried... I took angel on my arms, kissed, loved, hold her near, gave my warmth, words of hope I whispered in her ear, my love, do not fear...

ATTENTION people!!
the 4 single ladies is deeply in LOVE!

and here are the orang utans of the bangthemisfits.... no prize for guessing whose idea it was....

Ah mengs of Misfit!!

Haf u ever been to a zoo? Well... u cant believe it tt we actualli got 2 ah mengs in our misfit gang! AND i actualli caught dem red handed wif my digicam!!! OMG!! OMG!!! cant believe it!!!

here.. is our one n onli 'ah meng' in our misfit gang!!!!

Skinny ahmeng n retarded lookin ah meng!!

same rite? GOSH! didnt believe it tt we ACTUALLi had ah mengs in our gang! heee~

PS: minta maaf la ye byk2! kite gurau~

Our Msia trip pix- by FarZ



Lin n Aini


Me n Shafa


Certified Lovers~


'drinky straw tower'


Shafa missing!


Bestest sis! Better den hana n shafa!


Us.. e four of us!


Its confirm.. 'certified lovers'

Johor trip by AiNi(BeLLe)

today we(lin, shafa, farz) went to johor. Lin was so selengeh, she act as if she went to johor for the very first time. she dun even know which is singapore custom and which is malaysia's custom. the most embarassing part is that the moment she went through the malaysia's custom she look at the sign board. i dunno wat she was reading there.. she dun even know that the bus WHICH BELONG TO SBS(SINGAPORE) can use ez-link... we wash our hands man.. this gurl~~ haiz..

We went to eat and went around the city square... we were so into lin's 'staright' direction that we go everywhere walkinhg straight although it was the very beside of where we first we. so that means we went one whole big round just to get to the place which is just beside us. we went to watch a malay movie. Lin didnt wanna watch that movie at first but after we urge her then she agreed. Farz and me noticed that she really concentrate on the movie very much so does shafa. Lin say that the hero was cute but farz and me dun really think so..

shafa, as usual no comments from her. Shafa change her $50 but end up buying just a handful of things. Lin, Farz and me spent so much that we dun have enough money that we have to loan each other. it was quite fun.. but i'm sure it will be more fun if all 7 of us were there.

after the movie, we went to watson's lin bought some moisterizer and GUES WAT.... we end up buying teeth whitener.. muahahahaha.. so look out for our teeth after 14 days... we feel so alien coz ppl look at us like one kind especially in the basement and at the cinema...so awkward...

after that around 8 we headed for home... coz lin wanna catch the 9pm chinese drama..

Certified cinderella

Gas wat pple! Im a certified cinderella!!
yeye! Im a FarZderella~


You are the gorgeous Cinderella, the belle of the
ball. You believe that dreams do come true,
and you wish your dreams will bring you your
Prince Charming to save you from the work that
has been unfairly placed on your shoulders.
Just call on that Fairy Godmother of yours to
help you live happily ever after!

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Change template

Eh korang.. I *FarZ* change e template.. amaciam? cantik? susah sak aku buat! for e 1st time!!!
Start frm e scrool bar den to e body.. fuhyoo.. atlast!
But its still under serious construction ah... byk yg blm diletak..
nnt aku letak tagboard semer ah..
AND aku terpaksa kecikkan gmbr2 krg post tu bcos...... it disrupt e template.. OH YA! shit! luper nak 'unable rite click' hehe...
AND krg kalo nak letak gmbr can reduce e size 1st.. takot it will disrupt e template ah.. hee sori ah..
frm me n onli me...
MiZ FroGgY

BELIEVE IT OR NOT!! I'M BELLE!! YeA~~~~ -AiNi-

BELIEVE IT OR NOT!! I'M A CERTIFIED BELLE -AiNi-

You are the one...the only...Belle. You are spunky
and curious about the outside world, awaiting
your chance to live the adventure you've always
dreamed. Friends and family are important, but
you are mostly independent, seeking what's
underneath, rather than what's on the surface.

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CHUCKY! Or TIFANNY!! (who?) -shafa-

Tragedy
Which LDD are you? ;D
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sleeping beauty?! I want Ariel!! -shafa-

You are Princess Aurora, born of royal blood, but
the most sweet and innocent girl that ever
lived. Graced with beauty and talent, each day
is full of promise. Stay clear of evil women,
and rely on the help of your personal fairies
to help you find the prince in your dreams.

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GERAM sey by AiNi

eh blog kita takde tag board? pissed off man.. today i check my clnical placemnet.. kan i'm suppose to have 6 weeks straight of clinicla pastu die tukar to the break in between.. aku bngit bukan ape.. i'm going for my holiday the week b4 the school open.. now guess it 90% i've to stay at home while the rest go for their holiday.. sedih dan bingit. i mean the stupid planner shouldn't change the schedule like nobodies business wat.. pagi2 buat mood aku down.. actually we suppose to go during the 1 week break in a[pril but since my 1 week break is not the same as my siblings i asked them to go in june and they agree.. and now becoz of me again.. it's all me.. and i hope my dad haven take leave.. if not confirm aku tak bleh ikut.. :'(

pakcik you got the wrong dwarfs for the wrong person.. farhana is stucked in my body and i'm stucked in hers.. anyway was a nice one at least cheered me up a little.. ta[pi aku tetap sedih.. ARRRGGGHHHH!!!! anyway guys i'm going to seoul garden today.. hehehe.. damn! that srupid planner.. dunno how to plan.............................
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part time job for BANGTHEMISFIT

Dewi: Aku dah buka mulut sejak 2 jam tadi masih takde lalat masuk?!!! MENAKJUBKAN!
Pakcik: Lawa tak senyuman aku?
Aini: Macam kambing nenenk aku.... kuikuikuihikhik!
Farz: Tak baik sey koraaaaaaang .... bilang toad..
Hana: oh man... lawa tak kalao aku pose camni...look at my gluteus max....
Syafa: Ish ish... lawa dan kiutnyer rusa ni... meh aku hentak kepala dia ngan hammer ni....
Lin: Lantak kau lah shafa.. aku pon dah penat....