finally satu2 da tulis....

at this moment.. lemme say sumthing...

pakcik agree and pakcik admit....

pakcik can neva feel what u women feel....

but past 3 years you all have made me understand abit more what's in a women's heart.. and im still learning...

at this moment.....

we have these choices to make:

1) feel sore about it and let it be a thorn in your heart forever

2) keep the feelings and pretend

3) avoid each other all the way hoping that we wont cross each other path animore

4) BUANG YANG KERUH AMBIL YANG JERNIH.....START EVERYTHING AFRESH.. and i mean EVERYTHING erase and in our hearts we are like the first day hana named us 'misfits'

for me, i dun any benefit of choosing 1 to 3. You may say again.... "pakcik u dun understand what we feel..." but im going for the best option... No. 4.

you all have the freedom to choose....

untuk korang nya info.... wateva words or actions that u all have made that upset me me ... or times whare i was totally left out.....whether its the raya, or outings or the perception of me in the 'gang thingy'.... I have forgiven you all from A to Z

As for my doings that to your perspective i have neglected my duty or hurt u all whether i realise it or not (regardless i'm given the chance to clarify or not..)

PAKCIK SEEK EACH AND INDIVIDUAL OF YOUR FORGIVENESS

sedangkan computer ada reset button or can be reformat.. i dun see why we cant...

when i wake up, i onli want to remeber all 7 of us as misfits...

i dowan remember animore of all the hurts we had....

from day 1.. u all.. i mean you all... Hana, Lin, Aini, FArz, Dewi, Shafa have always been my fren...

neva i hate any of u.... or favour one of u more that the other..... reagardless of whateva happen....

i just wanna see the fun side of frenship...

forgive and forget...

~Muhaymin @ amean @ pakcik

*p/s the last my bday celebration... my wish was the misfits to be together as one again....