This is Lin, Shafa & Hana.

Thank you Aini, Dewi & Min for your honesty and frankness [we hope] towards what is happening to the misfits. Since you have been honest and frank, we guess its time we did the same too.

Muhaymin,
All this while you have been claiming that you are on the neutral sides. And you are not siding anyone. Frankly at first we doubt you because you have been quite close to the witches. And that starts of a misunderstanding that you prefer them to us. YEah call us childish la for even thinking that way but that is what it seems to be. And we appreciate that you are trying to make the first step in making things better. And you are waiting for the rest of the 6 hands to join you.
As someone who is more matured and rational, we do expect you to respond with a certain level of reasons. However, at times you do not react accordingly and it doesnt seem to help at all. Instead we're left to figure things out ourselves. Note : Not blaming you for not being able to help out effectively. Just that sometimes you need to really understand whats happening on both sides before u console a side on behalf of the other. It makes things worse.
We understand your care and concern for all of us. We do understand your plight at times because you are dealing with 2 sides. But for whatever it is, thank you for being the matured, rational & neutral party around us. What makes us think that ur with them is the fact that u always fall into the situations when we're absent.

In relation to crimes, suppose gang A and gang B.
Gang A has a new member and is learning the way of how to go about with gang fights.
He follows the gang to confront the other.
A fight breaks out.
A member or members of the other team gets killed.
He was simply standing there not doing anything.
When the police arrives
does he get caught as well?
YES
But did he kill the person?
NO
But will he be charged?
YES
So basically, you're like the new gang member.
If a passerby comes by, he would be looked upon as one of those murderers.
If someone who knows him sees this, he/she would have doubts about his act.

So, its hard not to think of you as the wizard of the witches with all these happening.
It just comes naturally.


Aini,
Labelling and the forming of cliques are different.
First day of school we did come up with that labelling of adik beradik and all, however, did we do things according to those supposed-cliques? No. So itz not really cliques formed. Ok, no big deal abt that.
Moving on,
During ramadhan, if you refering to the 2006 one. During the break fast when we were all wearing yellow [If that was what you were refering to] everyone was there except for farz cause she had Tahlil if not mistaken.
Then there were other occasions when we went to break fast separately.
Yes we did went geylang without Aini, farz & dewi. But why we didnt ask you all along. That is something you must question. It happen quite some time back and forgive us because our memory fails us. We have no answer to that. BUt If you question our intentions about wanting to make you all jealous, i think its ridiculous. Who would have such thoughts? We thank you for actually giving us such an idea. So now you know we're not the type of childish people to have such childish thoughts- an outing just out to make you all jealous.

Days before, i [shafa] asked you all except for Min whether you want to join us to go Ramen Ten to break fast together, But you said that you had to go home because your mum cooks your share. Then i overheard Farz saying that you were supposed to follow her to go bugis and buy something. I don't know about Dewi though. And if you were wondering we made a last minute decision to go there. And so we had to ask you all last minute too. So, we DID NOT pre plan the ramen ten outing and there were NO intentions to ask you all last minute. If it was something we planned earlier, we would have informed you all.

About the holiday.
We did have initial plans to go rollerblading.
For ALL (except for muhaymin) of us. However, the intended date was not suitable as hana had to work. So I [Lynn] decided to change it to a convenient date that accomodates ALL of us.
Then, one clique had to go ahead rollerblading on the initial date intended, not considering those who can't make it. Not informing the rest of your outing-8th Nov. So you see.. Witches started the outing during the holidays without informing us first. And then came the subsequent outing with each other-VIVO CT, BOWLING, MALAYSIA, SENTOSA. . And the best thing of all, you all went ahead without asking whether we can join. And guess wat? We spent most of our holidays at home or doing our own individual things other than rollerblading and the zoo outing.
BOTTOM LINE: You all went ahead with rollerblading 1ST. Itz not us. However the way you said it, is like as if we went first and then you guys reciprocated with going to more places without us (like we care about competing abt this)

About raya, We are so sorry Muhaymin we didn't go to your house during raya. And lets clarify why we were not there.
Lin- Didn't come cause she was sick.
Hana- She had to work, therefore she couldn't come.
For me [Shafa]- I told you guys that my brother had a problem and that I had to meet him but I still invited all of you to come to my house.
Call it COINCIDENCE. But its just the way it is. Its NOT that WE WERE NOT IN THE MOOD.
Please know the facts before telling the next time round alright.

So came the valentine's day. Yeah you did mentioned to keep wednesday free but only dewi confirm. But we were all enthu about it but sadly not everyone is free. And so i [lynn] asked you all to change the date to a convenient day. But apparently that didnt happen la. You just went ahead without telling us. But you claimed that you told us it was changed to 13/02. ALL of us didnt know about it AT ALL till Hana told us abt it. It was our last lecture.
Lin- skipped lecture to meet bf
Shafa- malas nak gi lecture and so she went off alone

Halfway thru last lecture, Aini asked me [Hana] whether i wanna join em go pizza hut.
I turned down because i had plans already. (Didnt noe the pizza date was set on tues)
The deal here is that why ask me last min when you could have told us earlier?
If you had done so, Lin and Shafa wouldn't have to make their own last min plans.

During study time, I[shafa] didn't thought that Lin was going to talk to you all that long so therefore I stayed at the distance. But I did however smiled to you guys what. For psycho papers. We came early to school to study together. And we did saw u all. Why we didnt even bother sitting together with you all is because there has been a rift between us and the cliques are getting too apparent. So we guess there is no point sitting together when we dun feel as one anymore.
A rude shock came DAYS BEFORE when we discovered that Farz baked cookies for special/loved ones. And we were NOT included. How do you think it made us feel? So is this your so-called trying-to-make-things-better ? It really did, didnt it ..

Blogs are meant for expressing of words and thoughts. At least that's what we [those who have blogs] feel. I bet you and dewi would do the same if u guys have blogs. So itz NOT a matter of showing off the JOY we had. Itz juz an expression for people to know. Not to be sour about. Do we know what you feel? But DO YOU KNOW HOW WE FEEL? ESPECIALLY when things are hidden from us. Is it wrong for us to say that you all have lied about things.
I[shafa] blog about what I feel. Must I really address everyone's name? No right? Or you prefer me to call you the witches?

We do came to school ocasionally with "Black" faces. To each is its own. All of us show our unhappiness differently. How does it makes us feel when you all keep sayin "emo..Emo" It hurts you know just labeling us like that. Is it wrong to feel "Emo"? You may be the type who keeps things to yourself and prefer to show the happy side of you. But some of us dun. Ask yourself, did u ever tried to really understand either any 3 of us? Our Lives. Our going on. Our ups and downs. For me [lynn] I would very much like a friend who would listen to my woes without having to keep making side jokes while i am expressing. I know the intention is to make us smile but have it ever crosses your mind that. that is not what we really want. In fact, i [lynn] feel offended. It makes all of you all look fake and insincere and that you don't take us seriously.

Dewi,
Yes you're right, we lost respect for you. We really meant what we said & we're nt gg to take back those words.
Itz funny how you should get tired with this "competition". We never thought of it as a competition in the first place. It was never meant to be a competiton in the first place. So who is the one who has childish thoughts?
I find it funny when ppl dress religiously, teaches and conforms to religion, yet they don’t practice what they preach. But it doesnt matter anymore and im not fussing over it.
Hmm.. self fulfilling prophecy huh. WOW! U study too hard to carry it forward in practice huh. Well..
"Dont make assumption/s about ppl. It will only cause conflicts & misunderstandings". How nice you put it. So are you saying we make assumptions. We played a role in causing the witches response? Common la. Why dun you also say the same for you witches too. Did it ever occur to you the role you played in causing the misunderstandings too. So what. You are the goody two shoes and we are the bad ones?
Anyway what makes you all so sure that we are the ones that started this self fulfilling prophecy?

If we were to mend things, do you think that we can be as one like before?
After all that happened.
Can we possibly be genuinely happy together?
Can we look at each other without such thoughts?
The impressions made are somehow indelible.

And you all keep saying you all miss the misfits. You want the misfits back. So tell us.. what you all intend to do?
Are u all just intending to just say and do nothing?

Dun get us wrong. We do not mean that we do not have the intention to have the old times. The misfits we used to have. But we are just trying to be objective, realistic & practical. If ALL of us can surpassed all that feelings and weirdness... then misfits is headin somewhere. If not what is the point because at the end of the day it will just be pretence.

P/S: Why the increase in pictures which wasn't there before? In reference to Farz's fotopage, Witches dae. What took so long to post pictures that was taken months ago? What were you hiding? What were your intentions?

"The worst solitude is to be destitute of sincere friendship"