Yes I’m the bitch who posted the self-fulfilling prophecy. I really meant what I said & I’m nt gg to take back my words. Lately you claimed that we never invite you to any of our outing when we actually did. Ok maybe it wasn’t me who invite you but either aini or farz did actually make an effort to invite you ppl. We ask out of sincerity not merely 4 the sake of asking. I don’t know why you twist the words saying we never invite when you know we actually did. Frankly I won’t tolerate with ppl with twisted tongue. I knew one person who’s like that & I don’t need another one. So please clarify….
I find this whole thing is so childish. Ever since we have cliques we tend to compete with each other who has the most outings, most pictures taken, go places that the other never go…etc. seriously I’m getting tired.
I find it funny when ppl say “don’t further destroy the friendship”, “ still consider us as one group” yet they don’t practice what they preach. In fact they do the opposite things & make assumptions that we (as in me, aini & farz) want to destroy it. Tell me how fair is that when you are the ones who give the sour faces, keep a distance from us etc. did you notice that you are the ones that make it happen? That’s what I call self-fulfilling prophecy. Sure me, aini & farz don’t really do anything to amend this friendship except that we still acknowledge & talk when we bump into each other. Pretending there’s nothing happened between us.
I once told lin that “nt everyone is really comfortable with each other. yes we all can share laughters & stuffs. but it isnt the same when sharing feelings, tots & secrets”. In this case it’s so obvious that lin, shafa & farhana are comfortable with each other and that me with farz & aini. But doesn’t mean that we gonna split into 2 4ever. We can still have fun as misfits like we used. I really miss those times. And I’m sure the rest of you do too. I know the real meaning of joy & fun through misfits. I hope we can still be the misfits like we used to. I dun wish this friendship to end this way & I dun wish it to end either but I dunno how to start & what to do to amend this friendship. Lets all start afresh & clear all the misunderstandings.
About me going clubbing I know I’ve lost some of your respect. Anyway I’ve long lost the respect which I don’t blame anyone but myself. Ok back to the clubbing I know given my background I should have set a gd example but I failed. Frankly that nite was my 2nd time. The 1st time I went is purely out of curiosity. I juz want 2 know why are these ppl like to club so much. The 2nd time was bcoz it was a class outing. I juz went along. No more than that. It’s up to you to believe me or not. I know my limits & I hope I won’t get addicted to clubbing. That’s only tiny weeny of my dark side that u’ve seen. There’s more. But none of you know. Not even aini or farz. Only time will tell. the tudung is like a reminder to prevent me from doing further sinful deeds. I know I’m such a hypocrite but I really hope you guys accept me for who I am.
Let's all work together to bring misfits back
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