Ok MY TURN! (Farz)
Hmm seriously i dunnoe whr n wat to start. But bear in mind tt i haf few vocabs n limited words to describe ks. N sorry for my grammar mistakes.

AnihOo.. I really find tis ting a childish kinda ting.. Seriously.. But as a grp, evry1 plays a part. N tis recent misunderstanding is all abt ASSUMPTIONs n our childish act..

So let me clarify was I assume n wats in my tots. *bear in mind again its all abt assumptions*

It started a year ago.. yeap. N I cud remember HOW I plead muhaymin LAST YEAR b4 aini n my bdae cums to ensure tt we r bck together as one. YEAP I pleaded. N muhaymin DID make us back as a grp but someone *mayb* was so angry wif us tt she left. N tt make us soo BINGIT. Yeaps it did. We try to clarify tings up but HOW wen pple juz dun wanna listen..

N it got worst afta my bdae.. I had some VERY misunderstanding wif Lin.. n yeaps cud still rmbr how u saed u didn’t trust me. It really feels lyk a DEEP STAB in my heart tt it juz wont heal. I knw I hid tings frm u. But u MAKE some assumptions tt is soo ridiculous. N den wat makes me feel more hurtful is tt u deleted ALL our pics (me n u) away at ur frenster.. NOT a single one left. N it hurt me soo soo much tt I actually deleted our pics at my frenster too.. Ok i knw im childish.

And tts whr e most OBVIOUS cliques started to come out.
So wats tt suppose to mean? That Im e culprit for wat had happen to us??! N yeaps I do had e guilty feelings. But den again, everyone’s play a part. Not apart.

Ok lets rewind abit n talk abt tis emo emo stuff since u guys talk abt it. the ting is tt, its NOT n nvr wrong to b emotionals. But it affect us soo much. Wen u guys came dwn to sch wif a black face, we try to ask r u ok.. but u olways sae ur ok. Wen we knw ur nt ok at all. So its lyk ur hiding tings frm us n dun wanan share it. Subsequently wen u came in with e black face again, we learn not to ask since u dun wanna share tings wif us.. n den u tot we dun understand u at all wen u dun even tell us wats wrong. So wat r we suppose to do? Make ASSUMPTIONS abt ur probs?..
The fact tt I prefer to show the happy side of me is tt I dun wan me to b a burden to my frens. Not tt Im sayin u guys (those emotional ones) r a burden to me.. But I rather see pple happy den sad.. Mayb I make e wrong mistake by making a joke abt ur probs.. but yeah it was an intention to make u smile. But mayb it turn out jus SOOOOO wrong.

Ok lets continue again.. abt e hari raya break fast.. e one u guys break fast at ramen, ok so tt was a last min plan kan.. but u guys plan without us.. n u guys tell us to e very babz last mins at e PLATFORM wen we actually overheard ur plans during the clinicals.. *tts late enuf to tell.. coz if it’s a last min, u guys wont b talking abt it durng e lab* n OH.. u guys cud juz sae during the clinicals if we wanna break fast wif u guys even if u guys dun knw whr to dine in.

For u’r information Lin, Shafa n Hana.. YOU guys did e rollerblading first. N we got soo pissed off tt we’r NOT invited on tt very dae, tt we make our own rollerblading n lie abt e dates since dewi’s camera can change e date. We actually go rollerblading 1wk AFTER ur event. *tis is e truth* N coz we ASSUME tt u guys dun wanna had outings wif us again n tt we’r totally not invited, we make our childish move to make more outings..

MORE n more n u guys make MORE n MORE tt it bcoms sooo WORST tt it adds on to e mess we created.. a misunderstandings n assumptions.

N abt e raya outing.. u guys actually make e plan to go hari raya outing afta exams, b4 min go aust. Its u guys make e plans 1st.. but it end up we 3. N it feels lyk as if misfit has totally broken up.. n it feels lyk a witchez raya outing instead. We r more lyk frustrated cos we cudnt celebrate tis special occasions as one. Sad, truly sad abt it. But I knw u guys gt some reasons. But den if lin were sick, shdnt she b resting at hm?.. Ok so we make a +ve assumptions tt mayb shafa’s hse is nearer so she can go.. n we tried soooo hard to reach shafa’s hse ASAP but e buses r juz nt on our side.. n we had to wait for haf an hr or more. N wen we reach, we found out tt Lin had gone hme.. We truly tried our bes to see lin.. but yeah she need a rest.

Then afta some times, cliques n cliques bcome soo close n we didn’t tok much to e other cliques. N u guys olwas whisper2 to each other wen Lin had oreadi saed its RUDE to whisper in a grp.. So look who’s whispering now. We stop our whispering but u guys did e whispering tt we make our whispering exist again. Ok n u guys hid so many tings infrnt of us.. infrnt of us.. not bhind.

Ok nx is abt e valentines dae.. it was a super last min.. but e fact is someone tol min tt we didn’t tel u abt it. We did. We did!! *same case as ur rollerblading excuses.. last min kinda ting* Fair enuf?

Ok den abt e cookies.. for ur info, I search e wholeeeeee tampines area to find extra bahan2 to make for u guys as well.. Im searching for e instant nye so tt its easier. But damn tampines area dun haf bahan.. n e bahan my mum make is nt enuf for e 7 of us. But i haf oreadi e niat to make for my gf n sis cos i didn’t give dem any bdae present during their chalet.. So dun ASSUME I didn’t wanna bake for u. It juz soo happen not enuf bahan. Infact, I plan to bake brownie n cookies for our class too. But e stupid tampines dun sell dos instant stuff. If u find tis juz a typical excuses, den if ok… but im truly sorri if u find its rude. BUT atleast I dun giv e cookies infrnt of u guys.. tts more rude kan wen u dun get e cookies..

Abt this expressing ur feelings kinda things, doesn’t mean BLOGGING is the place to express ur feelings. It’s a freeflow of werds. I choose my bloggin to b my beautiful inspiration.. but den pple keep buggin me to blog n blog.. till I lack e inspiration to write. And they prefer me writing abt my life rather than wateva stuff im doin nw. But hey, im a closed kinda person. I dun wanna let pple nter my personal space n knw abt my life. Cos sum pple out der will bitch abt it.

N NO shafa, I dun wan u to acknowledge us as witchez. I wan u to acknowledge us as Farz, Dewi, n Aini respectively.. We got name not for nuting. How wud u feel wen I write captions as We n HER instead of US together?.. n oh shafa.. ur excuse for staying a distant frm us during e study wk wen lin came to us is soo inappropriate. I mean, we as a fren atleast dtg skjap jengok n tegur ke instead of standing der. It juz interpret sumting wrong..

N oh.. why e sudden increase abt e pix in my fotopages?.. u guys tink we got much time to upload str8 to e comp? Why tis? Why find fault wif my fotopages? I mean so wat if I delay e picx? U mean u guys check it out n to make ursef angry n pissed wif wateva happen to us? N den bitch abt it n blablabla? E ting is tt, we got no time to update my fotopages or blog or wat so eva. We had other better tings to do. We got frens outside too, we got other stuffs, we got family outing, kuzzins gatherin.. so fotopages n blogs n wat haf u is nt as impt n we can update later.. n at e end of e dae, we r soo tired tt we rather slp. SO dun assume.

Ok since all tis is all up, we all knw wats in our heart n mind, its soo OBVIOUS tt all tis is cause of misunderstanding n assumptions n our childish act.. N if we tink tings cudnt get any better, tts juz plain assumptions too. Mayb we cud start anew n learn frm mistakes.. n b together as one. I knw it will b awkward. But we shd give it a try.. No harm trying ryt?.. Afterall, we still haf e ‘misfit’ heart in us =)
n for our own info, tis misfit came abt on 1st april.. so lets hope we cud settle b4 1st april n celebrate our frenships.. let sae Lunch?